Topic: I'm not looking forward to my last 3 months
+Anonymous A — 5 months ago #68,698
I think I'll be quite sad. I haven't enjoyed my life. If I were to rate my life from -5 to +5 it'd be about -1.7. But I have enjoyed some things. I don't believe in the afterlife, so when I die that's it. Nothing else. The idea of sitting there, thinking I have 3 months. I'll be bummed out.
I'll think about all the people I have come across. All the mistakes I've made. My estrangement with my sister. My brother being a bully.
+Anonymous B — 5 months ago, 1 hour later[T] [B] #680,582
I guess you'll die with more questions than answers.
+Anonymous C — 5 months ago, 3 hours later, 4 hours after the original post[T] [B] #680,585
I'm not sure if it's a blessing or a curse for one to know the death clock was down to 3 months. One could change but would they? What would it really change?
I hope I'm retired before I die. Last thing I want is 200 clowns from work showing up to my funeral; I can't stand most of them (we just had a coworker die and they posted funeral invites).
+Anonymous D — 5 months ago, 3 hours later, 8 hours after the original post[T] [B] #680,588
·Anonymous A (OP) — 5 months ago, 52 minutes later, 9 hours after the original post[T] [B] #680,591
@previous (D)
I'm still healthy. I'm thinking about the future.
+Anonymous E — 5 months ago, 19 minutes later, 9 hours after the original post[T] [B] #680,592
@previous (A)
Ah. Fact of the matter is we ALL DIE. The only thing I think about re my end is, my last AMAZING WORLD CLASS DINNER.
+Anonymous F — 5 months ago, 8 minutes later, 9 hours after the original post[T] [B] #680,594
I think I'm aiming for dying in my sleep at 82, but more likely I'll get heart attack or car accident at 64 knowing my luck.