Yo you need to reconnect with ducky. You need a solid support system.
@previous (+Syntax !/bdKkAN1Os)
Ducky isn’t my support system.
Ducky and I aren’t even that close, we email now and then but we just have a public friendship which suits us both.
We’ve known each other a long time and we have fun being friends online, nothing beyond that.
(Edited 11 seconds later.)