Topic: dreaming about my dead friend
+ducky !MwWb.dJjRc โ 2 days ago #68,469
do you think she was actually visiting me
i like to think she was visiting me
do you think its possible
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| Poll option | Votes | Percentage | Graph |
| possible | 3 | 100% | |
| not possible retard | - | 0% | |
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+Anonymous B โ 2 days ago, 2 hours later[T] [B] #678,756
I sometimes like to walk around graveyards and I read the gravestones, I ask the questions about these people of when they lived, what they did in their lives and so on. I'm sorry for your loss, would you like to share what kind of a person your friend was?
ยทducky !MwWb.dJjRc (OP) โ 2 days ago, 4 hours later, 7 hours after the original post[T] [B] #678,757
@previous (B)
she was like an angel she talked too softly and quiet sometimes i couldnt hear her. she cared about homeless people and animals and children and always collected winter stuff to hand out to the homeless in the winter. she was fun and easy to talk to. she loved going to fitness events with me. she was a conspiracy theorist like me. she was like an angel amongst mere mortals. the world needed her now we will all rot without her
ยทducky !MwWb.dJjRc (OP) โ 2 days ago, 2 minutes later, 7 hours after the original post[T] [B] #678,758
she was my first vegan friend that i ever made. i told her i am a hoe because i trusted her. i didnt tell others in the group and i still dont and i never will. i could tell her anything really. she was so cute. when wed go out to eat we had to give her like 10 minutes to get photos of the food just right. it was hard getting photos with her because she always thought she looked bad and we would keep redoing or deleting pics lol. it would annoy me so much lolololol. it was her birthday yesterday but she will never grow older ๐ thats my friend . gona cry all day
++Syntax !/bdKkAN1Os โ 2 days ago, 7 hours later, 14 hours after the original post[T] [B] #678,762
@previous (ducky !MwWb.dJjRc)
Sorry you lost an Angel. IF you care to share? How?
ยทducky !MwWb.dJjRc (OP) โ 2 days ago, 1 hour later, 15 hours after the original post[T] [B] #678,764
@previous (+Syntax !/bdKkAN1Os)
she had cancer but it was the chemo that killed her ๐๐ผ
ยท+Syntax !/bdKkAN1Os โ 2 days ago, 1 hour later, 16 hours after the original post[T] [B] #678,765
@previous (ducky !MwWb.dJjRc)
> she had cancer but it was the chemo that killed her ๐๐ผ
Looked this UP - Chemotherapy causes death in more than 25% of cancer patients. A British inquiry into the use of chemotherapy to treat seriously ill cancer patients has found the treatment caused or hastened death in 27% of cases.
I have a few friends who have taken Chemo - One for a brain tumor and it WORKED in total . She lost her hair and of course it grew back. Seeing her bald was a shock - I recovered.
OK Well I am an example of deciding NOT2 - NOT Chemo but was offered Radiation 2 years or so ago - Only operation I have had in my life - a bit of tissue was messing up my urine flow as too often and tissue was easy to remove as no big deal in hospital. Oh not counting an TIB Fib break in Afghanistan when I helped in a huge way helping to get a USA Win by kicking Russia out of Afghanistan - with the help of super nice Taliban who at the time loved US - Turned on us for a good reason - Oh they made a movie about this and an actor played me - Even had Julia Roberts and Tom Hanks - See Charlie Wilson's war. Operation was here in USA in home town and then quickly back to Afghanistan. No I ain't greek but my role was hummmmm
OK So back to radiation offered and rejected.
A tissue sample was analyzed and analysis was Pre Cancer cells and as Prostate cells - So 4 times or more a year I get tested to see IF IF AND so far NO Change - Radiation would have fucked me UP {Radiation therapy for prostate cancer uses high-energy beams (external beam) or implanted radioactive seeds (brachytherapy) to destroy cancer cells, offering cure rates similar to surgery for localized disease. Treatments typically last 4โ8 weeks for external beams or a single session for brachytherapy, often featuring side effects like urinary, bowel, or sexual changes}
Here is SD County they have improved this a bunch so perhaps IF I need it they will be more better at IT - So me happy I said NO NO but hey I do NOT want to live to 100 as many of my relatives HAVE and more.
Was this too much???
+Anonymous D โ 2 days ago, 3 hours later, 20 hours after the original post[T] [B] #678,766
I've had dreams of friends and family that have passed. It's definitely a weird feeling waking up and remembering the dream.
One dream I had about a year ago, my ex girlfriend's mom died several years prior, and I remember in the dream I was talking to her, and right before I woke up, she pointed to her husband and said, "I'd still be here if it wasn't for him."
I know he didn't cause her death, she was undergoing surgery at the time.