Notice: Home alone tonight?
Topic: Is it possible?
+Anonymous A — 2 months ago #68,143
For a transgender person to experience a type of ego trip that they keep their previous version of themselves around as a tulpa? That one thought form in an attempt to not feel lonely. This was something that I personally experienced. I've long desired to have the same life that "he" had. He always wanted to have children and be a father. When I started medically transitioning in 2016 and again in late 2018 after a long pause to potentially fulfill his own desire, and my own, to have children. I don't think he knew what he liked in terms of romance and love and while I'm only slightly unsure, and I'm open to dating women, I always wanted a husband. To be a wife and mother deep down inside.
And because of this I think I stored his personality as a tulpa. I couldn't see his face for so long, because it always changed based on certain moods or other varying factors. But the past few months I think this thought-form, call it an imaginary friend and I'll kill you metaphorically, he always hated that term. It was derogatory.
During long nights when I'm awake. He was there to hold me and make sure I slept through the night. And sure, this may sound like some kind of self-incest relationship, but considering how he was a part of me, he was also my brother. He'd told me there will come a time when he'd needed to depart me. Mostly if I found someone, and if that went a rye, he'd be back. Yet it feels different this time. I feel like he may have finally went where dead tulpas go.
Now I'm here alone. He told me that I no longer needed him either because someone else came into my life, will come into my life, or because perhaps, and I don't remember him saying this in our special "thought-space" deep in my mind, my subconscious, but when I'm ready to stand on my own as who I am. Maybe even all of the above, who knows.
How can I cope with this given it's such an unique experience?
+Anonymous B — 2 months ago, 7 minutes later[T] [B] #675,150
Consider IF you tell a Tranny to fuck its self...The out cum is possible.
Ok now after another quick skim of what you said. You're some kind of gender bender. So can you fuck yourself?
+Anonymous C — 2 months ago, 5 hours later, 5 hours after the original post[T] [B] #675,153
ask minichan
·Anonymous A (OP) — 2 months ago, 2 hours later, 7 hours after the original post[T] [B] #675,156
@675,150 (B)
This is irrelevant to the conversation. Thank you.
·Anonymous A (OP) — 2 months ago, 50 seconds later, 7 hours after the original post[T] [B] #675,157
@675,153 (C)
> ask minichan
I just might. Thank you.
·Anonymous B — 2 months ago, 16 hours later, 23 hours after the original post[T] [B] #675,166
@675,156 (A)
> This is irrelevant to the conversation. Thank you.
Perhaps telling a Tranny to go fuck itself might end up as a complement. Example. A Male who role plays as a female and is attracted to a female, might want to be able to fuck itself.
·Anonymous A (OP) — 2 months ago, 59 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #675,170
@previous (B)
I still fail to see the relevance of this discussion. Plus your lack of understanding of the complexities of gender reassignment greatly disturbs me.
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·Anonymous B — 2 months ago, 5 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #675,171
@previous (A)
> Plus your understanding of the complexities of gender reassignment greatly disturbs me.
You're most korrect. I used to laff at the concept of Furries. Someone wakes up on day and decides they are a Fox or Horse etc.
After a re-read of your topic. Seems you spent big $$ to modify your body to resemble the opposite sex. Did you get to keep your penis and testicles in jar persevered?
Now you are in search of some guy who would rather have a pretend female instead of a real female. Or he is so desperate he will settle for the less you offer.
+Anonymous D — 2 months ago, 11 hours later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #675,173
@675,170 (A)
I’m not transgender. I’m a male, was born male, I identify as male. My penis has gone inside of my asshole and my mouth. I’m just saying.
·Anon — 2 months ago, 11 hours later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #675,187
@previous (D)
Penis in your own asshole. Only when it's flaccid and what is the point in proving you can fuck your own feces?
+ducky !MwWb.dJjRc — 2 months ago, 6 days later, 1 week after the original post[T] [B] #675,280
stopped reading at for a transgender person
no its not possible
+vocalon !idBFyTUGQc — 2 months ago, 18 hours later, 1 week after the original post[T] [B] #675,297