Topic: Ok this is my daily thread to remind myself to change so I can be a sex maniac
+Gavin !!FuSdYgg+0e — 9 months ago #67,071
I have abandoned the idea that I can be a righteous man motivated by righteous things
I am a sex pervert who keeps returning to the sex as a more constant element of my being.
I need to train and change to get more sex and girlfriend again. Adopt a different personality from the one I tried to be a good man with .
I will post about cute girls and my sexual fantasies of them as inspiration to live life again - and fight the depression
I am a sex pervert who keeps returning to the sex as a more constant element of my being.
I need to train and change to get more sex and girlfriend again. Adopt a different personality from the one I tried to be a good man with .
I will post about cute girls and my sexual fantasies of them as inspiration to live life again - and fight the depression
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·Gavin !!FuSdYgg+0e (OP) — 9 months ago, 7 minutes later[T] [B] #666,926
The checkout girl at Tesco
She is a small Asian checkout girl with big glasses, she always compliments me on how I put my items on the checkout belt. She giggles and I think she’s autistic, the way she speaks and gets frustrated.
She says to me sometimes I haven’t seen you in a while and then she giggles, she gets shy and says things under her breath.
Last time I used the self checkout she stood there and said goodbye but smiled and twisted her body inwards like an emotional response.
Now imagine if I was better like before and I had 100% confidence I wasn’t just seeing what I wanted to see -
You could seduce her, and go back to her place, and she would be an autistic furry and also a nudist who walks around in her house naked. She says let’s get the awkwardness out the way and stands naked in front of you, “have a good look so you aren’t staring”, and I forgot how small Asian women can be. Then we do the sex while she wears a fox tail yadda yadda
She is a small Asian checkout girl with big glasses, she always compliments me on how I put my items on the checkout belt. She giggles and I think she’s autistic, the way she speaks and gets frustrated.
She says to me sometimes I haven’t seen you in a while and then she giggles, she gets shy and says things under her breath.
Last time I used the self checkout she stood there and said goodbye but smiled and twisted her body inwards like an emotional response.
Now imagine if I was better like before and I had 100% confidence I wasn’t just seeing what I wanted to see -
You could seduce her, and go back to her place, and she would be an autistic furry and also a nudist who walks around in her house naked. She says let’s get the awkwardness out the way and stands naked in front of you, “have a good look so you aren’t staring”, and I forgot how small Asian women can be. Then we do the sex while she wears a fox tail yadda yadda
·GuruGav !!FuSdYgg+0e (OP) — 9 months ago, 23 hours later, 23 hours after the original post[T] [B] #667,116
Now I am a guru I am reminded of a Vietnamese lady who was a hippy and interested in male and female energies, she once saw my balls fall out my shorts when I was using a rowing machine. I have large testicles.
We cybered once in second life wearing masks of someone else and I repeat she said there was a spot of wetness in her panties.
She lived in California and she had a weird relationship with her white male friend who thought he was a super genius, I was too depressed. Someone met up with her and he said to me , she seemed to want to meet people like you, characters. I don’t know exactly what he meant.
I hope she’s happy but my god I could have gone guru mode on her yoni
We cybered once in second life wearing masks of someone else and I repeat she said there was a spot of wetness in her panties.
She lived in California and she had a weird relationship with her white male friend who thought he was a super genius, I was too depressed. Someone met up with her and he said to me , she seemed to want to meet people like you, characters. I don’t know exactly what he meant.
I hope she’s happy but my god I could have gone guru mode on her yoni
+ducky !MwWb.dJjRc — 9 months ago, 2 hours later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #667,128
i want to die alone
·GuruGav !!FuSdYgg+0e (OP) — 9 months ago, 6 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #667,130
@previous (ducky !MwWb.dJjRc)
You forget I know you and know you want to be loved and made feel safe.
You forget I know you and know you want to be loved and made feel safe.
+Anonymous C — 9 months ago, 1 hour later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #667,135
Oh shit, gavin is young syntax now lmao(Edited 19 seconds later.)
·GuruGav !!FuSdYgg+0e (OP) — 9 months ago, 22 hours later, 2 days after the original post[T] [B] #667,326
A black girl said I should go to speed dating at her church, I should have gone there. I could have said to her at the end I don’t feel a connection to any of them, not like the connection I have with you. Then I would have bonked her like a madman and asked if she could keep her bra on so I could try and get her big boobs to fall/explode out her bra during the bonk session.
+✌️🤪✌️ — 9 months ago, 41 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[T] [B] #667,327
Sex is almost pointless if you do it for reasons other than reproduction, it's driven by greed (e.g. porn industry, artist commissions, clickbait, making you addicted to stay on their platform) and manipulation (playing the victim, grooming, sex being the only ‘good thing’ they can offer to others but useless as people (fucking retarded, incompetent, having no skills, that is) in a society otherwise, forcing others to play along with their kink, being used like a sex toy), it can fuck up your lifestyle (bad habits, objectifying one's own body (which leads to terrible diets, drug injections (sometimes lethal), surgery, striving for unrealistic body proportions), masturbation addiction (waste of time, causes fatigue, soreness), terrible self-image and worsened reputation, wanting to have sex with animals). You have to be self-deluded to take pride in sexual perversion, but for some reason I still think it's a good thing to be more open about it because of censorship and stigma (also because I'm bored and like to see that others are in fact as much fucked up in their heads as I am). Pornography has become so normalized that some people express their own lives in porn format. It's just so extremely touch-deprived.
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·ducky !MwWb.dJjRc — 9 months ago, 54 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[T] [B] #667,328
i hate sex
·ducky !MwWb.dJjRc — 9 months ago, 10 seconds later, 2 days after the original post[T] [B] #667,329
oh i already been here
·GuruGav !!FuSdYgg+0e (OP) — 9 months ago, 2 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[T] [B] #667,330
I’m just a crazy person don’t worry
For the pervert brain right now
For the pervert brain right now
+Anonymous E — 9 months ago, 11 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[T] [B] #667,331
@previous (GuruGav !!FuSdYgg+0e)
Yeah I didn’t even read it because I already knew it was going to be crazy.
Yeah I didn’t even read it because I already knew it was going to be crazy.
·GuruGav !!FuSdYgg+0e (OP) — 9 months ago, 7 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[T] [B] #667,334
·ducky !MwWb.dJjRc — 9 months ago, 11 hours later, 2 days after the original post[T] [B] #667,458
+Anonymous F — 9 months ago, 1 minute later, 2 days after the original post[T] [B] #667,460
Does Gavin ever say anything other than this Asian fetish stuff? Do Asian women even like that?
·Anonymous A (OP) — 9 months ago, 6 hours later, 2 days after the original post[T] [B] #667,479
@previous (F)
Just how the cookie crumbles, the next story would have been about a white girl in the hotel who talked to me on the way back from a night out. Sometimes the mind just gets stuck on something…
Like the Spanish maid at the hotel who was wearing sexy underwear poking out the top of her trousers as she showed me up the stairs.
Or the white girl in the shop who giggled when I said my black eye was from consensual hitting, and asked if I wanted the other to match playfully.
Or the white girl who was sleeping with my friend and she grabbed both our dicks in the night club and said she’ll take both of us.
Look - sometimes I’m just in the mood for cute Asian babes.
Just how the cookie crumbles, the next story would have been about a white girl in the hotel who talked to me on the way back from a night out. Sometimes the mind just gets stuck on something…
Like the Spanish maid at the hotel who was wearing sexy underwear poking out the top of her trousers as she showed me up the stairs.
Or the white girl in the shop who giggled when I said my black eye was from consensual hitting, and asked if I wanted the other to match playfully.
Or the white girl who was sleeping with my friend and she grabbed both our dicks in the night club and said she’ll take both of us.
Look - sometimes I’m just in the mood for cute Asian babes.
(Edited 5 minutes later.)