Topic: I got older, fatter, uglier, and thought I could find peace - but I’m still a sex addict

+Gavin !!FuSdYgg+0e — 9 months ago #67,044

You know it has never left me
This perversion and sexual fantasies
Sitting in meditation
Watching the energy pulsate in the pubis
Feel the skin stretching of an erection
Breathing and watching it pass
The occasional pulsation up the underside of the penis
The tingles
The separation of the pressures
The temptation to use the muscles to bounce it up and down
Just to give some novel stimulation
Monks used to take their trousers on and off and pretend it didn’t count as masturbation when the fabric ran across their penis
Until it was explicitly outlined as bad too

I feel alive during perverted imaginations
Was I made for this alone?
To dedicate one’s life to this
A decayed epicurean life
In the shadow of the other ways
I was seeking a peaceful life
And it brought me nothing
Now I have pills that help me
I think I should follow the good life
But maybe
I should just get more attractive again
And spend my time being a sex pervert
Successfully again
And I will feel better
Than trying to live as a good man
With these pills

And instead
I should be doing weird bdsm slave role play with Asian babes
Like the Scottish girl
Who would send me pictures of a big wet patch on her bedsheets
And I never knew if it was pee or whatever lady juice
I didn’t find the patches sexy
But I kept getting them I guess she did

I’m not really a gooner
I would need a lady

(Edited 6 minutes later.)

+The Detector !3yzc29zx8c — 9 months ago, 8 minutes later[T] [B] #666,671

David Duchovny detected.

+Anonymous C — 9 months ago, 57 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #666,688

Don't apologize for being human, it's built in and that's where our stories come from - even if it's trouser snake poetry.

+Anonymous D — 9 months ago, 23 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #666,696

Is that supposed to be poetry?

+Anonymous E — 9 months ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #666,698

@OP
You in serious need of ducky.

·Gavin !!FuSdYgg+0e (OP) — 9 months ago, 58 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[T] [B] #666,712

@666,696 (D)
stream of consciousness
Proto-poetry

(Edited 8 minutes later.)

+Anonymous F — 9 months ago, 1 day later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #666,943

https://www.redgifs.com/users/animationheaven (nsfw)

+ducky !MwWb.dJjRc — 9 months ago, 9 hours later, 2 days after the original post[T] [B] #667,041

dont get ugly n fat its rude

·Gavin !!FuSdYgg+0e (OP) — 9 months ago, 6 hours later, 2 days after the original post[T] [B] #667,079

@previous (ducky !MwWb.dJjRc)
I DO NOT NEED YOU BULLYING ME TOO

·ducky !MwWb.dJjRc — 9 months ago, 2 hours later, 2 days after the original post[T] [B] #667,104

@previous (Gavin !!FuSdYgg+0e)
loooool

·GuruGav !!FuSdYgg+0e (OP) — 9 months ago, 10 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[T] [B] #667,115

@previous (ducky !MwWb.dJjRc)
Punk rock girl thinks I am too old and ugly to even be friends with.
Please let me be your ugly gay friend if I need to be, don’t abandon me, I’ll become gay if I need to. I’ll suck dick pleasaaseee become a what you call it… fag hag

·ducky !MwWb.dJjRc — 9 months ago, 3 hours later, 2 days after the original post[T] [B] #667,125

@previous (GuruGav !!FuSdYgg+0e)
i used to think u were a homosexual actually

·GuruGav !!FuSdYgg+0e (OP) — 9 months ago, 4 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[T] [B] #667,129

@previous (ducky !MwWb.dJjRc)
I kind of am I like feminine men
But I’m addicted to the female energy
A girl who has transitioned in to a man but doesn’t want a penis would be good….

·ducky !MwWb.dJjRc — 9 months ago, 2 hours later, 2 days after the original post[T] [B] #667,138

@previous (GuruGav !!FuSdYgg+0e)
i want a dick girl

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