It triggers me since I am the only one out of all my cousins that didn't get to go in recent years (2-3 years). It reminds me of all the fun that I had been missing out on. I have tried all the strategies suggested online on changing topics and what to do when people talk about uncomfortable/sensitive/triggering subjects in your presence and my parents told me that I am being a control freak and I am not allowed to do that >:( >:( >:(. I also tried walking away but I could still hear it since I have no safe space to go to except for the bathroom so I use earbuds but even with them I could still hear it and I can't unhear it and it gets stuck in my head for YEARS.
(Edited 4 minutes later.)