Topic: I like how hateful I can be when I drink beer
+Anonymous A — 2.8 years ago #63,397
It's like everyone around me is my master but then the beer tells me to kill them all cold blooded. The usual fail safe, the fail safe that tells me they'll go after my family, well that doesn't work anymore because when I think about it, it really just means I should go after them harder.
·Anonymous A (OP) — 2.8 years ago, 12 minutes later[T] [B] #637,133
It's also kind of nice that I can talk about it here. I imagine retaliation for the things I do in my imagination, I mean if I'd actually do those things. I suppose it'd be like what the Mexican cartel does to their worst enemies, some maximum suffering kind of stuff. Then I think I should just be a level above even though I'm many levels below. I'd never sell my soul but I would destroy it.
·Anonymous A (OP) — 2.8 years ago, 11 minutes later, 24 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #637,134
Like to imagine I have something that those people do not have, which is a divine purpose. With divine purpose, nothing can really harm you and no person can really forbid you anything. People think that in a world where God is not believed in, that everything is allowed as a result of that atheism, but it's the opposite. With God.... everything is allowed as long as God condones it, because compared to the voice of God versus the voice of reason or law or family or fear itself... Is nothing.
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·Anonymous A (OP) — 2.8 years ago, 8 minutes later, 32 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #637,135
The Mexican cartel inspired enemies might be able to inflict unimaginable suffering upon me and my family, but I can still do worse damage than that over all. It's the big picture that matters.
+Anonymous B — 2.8 years ago, 1 hour later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #637,144
find that big red cartoon satan yet?
+Anonymous C — 2.8 years ago, 4 hours later, 5 hours after the original post[T] [B] #637,147
Why are you so angry?
·Anonymous A (OP) — 2.8 years ago, 2 hours later, 8 hours after the original post[T] [B] #637,161
@previous (C)
I don't know oh I hope y'all can look past my drunken B's. I'm done drinking now, depression is even better than this ffs.
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