Topic: im back and still havent killed myself
+iwtkms — 2.9 years ago #63,134
i still wanna die and iam considering killing myself for good this time
im not matt or syntax or whoever the fuck im 30
Fuck you all
+Anonymous B — 2.9 years ago, 3 minutes later[T] [B] #635,709
Go to Mexico coke and whores and you'll be all right
·iwtkms (OP) — 2.9 years ago, 13 minutes later, 16 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #635,710
@previous (B)
> Go to Mexico coke and whores and you'll be all right
ok i will do that before killing myself if i ever decide to actually do it
·iwtkms (OP) — 2.9 years ago, 19 minutes later, 36 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #635,711
how do i deal with being a giant failure other than fuckingbkilling myself??????????328 everytime intry to fix it is worse.
I tried to man up and do it but i ended up having a near death experience kind of thing while i was on a seizure causd by me indiscriminately swalowin whatever the fuck was on my sight in the medicine cabinet.
During that experience i saw myself from a external poijt of view in the room dying, with all the aftermath - seeing my relative come in eventually to discover my lifeless body and find my notebook i write stuff in when iam full of rage so its obviously considered a suicide note
And when i saw all this i felt like i did not want to die and held on to life as much as i somehow could.
For a few days i did not want tk die naymore n then its come back
Eexactlh what the fuck, WHAT THE FUCK, what in teg everlocing actual MotherFUCK do i do why fo i have this zjjedbsobroNbFufkcing sCYRSE R'XNMENMORBL ZLZ NON NEONOA LLE LA L LD LZ L DLE
·Anonymous B — 2.9 years ago, 2 hours later, 3 hours after the original post[T] [B] #635,714
Before you go, donate all your shit to the less unfortunate or some shit
+Anonymous C — 2.9 years ago, 5 hours later, 9 hours after the original post[T] [B] #635,721
@635,711 (iwtkms)
Go learn how to make 3000 things that you can sell and kindly fuck off.
Sincerely,
Everyone.
+Anonymous D — 2.9 years ago, 7 hours later, 16 hours after the original post[T] [B] #635,733
How can you kill yourself when you aren't brave enough to kill yourself? I've solved that problem.
Progressive suicide. You have a series of tasks which are needed to die. Maybe 20-30. The rule is that you can always back down and stop at any time. Or you can continue with subsequent tasks. Here's an example without being too specific. You travel to a forest. Then start walking. Keep walking in the direction away from humanity. Eventually you'll run out of energy, you'll be faced with a choice. Walk back to your vehicle/road, or just sit there and wait to die.
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