Topic: i have nothing to live for
+Anonymous A — 5.5 years ago #56,585
i have been effectively dead for the past 5 years, to the point where i have forgotten anything that happened in this timespan.
that's all
+Anonymous B — 5.5 years ago, 7 hours later[T] [B] #591,484
@OP
Go have a beer and a wank, you'll feel better.
+Anonymous C — 5.5 years ago, 53 minutes later, 8 hours after the original post[T] [B] #591,485
why
+Anonymous D — 5.5 years ago, 4 hours later, 12 hours after the original post[T] [B] #591,486
OP
5 Years of failing to have Fantastic Great Orgasms' and eating great means and living life for FUN FUN FUN
Wots up with that?
+Heavyweight Anon — 5.5 years ago, 50 minutes later, 13 hours after the original post[T] [B] #591,487
@591,484 (B)
> Go have a beer
> a beer
"A" as in one beer? You've got to be kidding me. He's gonna need at least 7 to feel good if he's anywhere near my tolerance level(17).
·Anonymous A (OP) — 5.5 years ago, 10 hours later, 23 hours after the original post[T] [B] #591,495
beer and wank does not help anymore, neither getting blackout drunk or taking other things.
i don't even remember what it's like to feel happy anymore
i guess i'll be lingering in here now
that is all
+Anonymous F — 5.5 years ago, 11 hours later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #591,501
Is ok morbito
+ducky !MwWb.dJjRc — 5.5 years ago, 19 hours later, 2 days after the original post[T] [B] #591,510
instead of kys, when u suicidal why kys, if i was suicidal id go masturbaye naked at the park, and steal stuff, and do crazy eyes at strangers, prooly try heroin
·Anonymous F — 5.5 years ago, 36 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[T] [B] #591,511
@previous (ducky !MwWb.dJjRc)
I recall someone suggesting similar advice...punching a shark even. Yeah run dat
·Anonymous F — 5.5 years ago, 5 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[T] [B] #591,512
@previous (F)
Also fuck it fight crime to death
+Anonymous H — 5.5 years ago, 4 hours later, 2 days after the original post[T] [B] #591,516
@591,510 (ducky !MwWb.dJjRc)
> instead of kys, when u suicidal why kys, if i was suicidal id go masturbaye naked at the park, and steal stuff, and do crazy eyes at strangers, prooly try heroin
Ducks that wood only get you arrested and tossed in jail with Fat Ugly Lesbians that wood...Nuff said.
+Anonymous I — 5.5 years ago, 58 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[T] [B] #591,519
@591,495 (A)
Have you seen a dr or therapist yet?
·Anonymous A (OP) — 5.5 years ago, 18 hours later, 3 days after the original post[T] [B] #591,548
@previous (I)
> Have you seen a dr or therapist yet?
yes i have, and i have been at psychiatric hospital for 2 months. did not change a thing.
@591,510 (ducky !MwWb.dJjRc)
> instead of kys, when u suicidal why kys, if i was suicidal id go masturbaye naked at the park, and steal stuff, and do crazy eyes at strangers, prooly try heroin
i have tried heroin and it made me feel good for the first weeks, but then it was just about controlling the withdrawal symptoms and i was feeling bad all the same.
·Anonymous F — 5.5 years ago, 1 hour later, 3 days after the original post[T] [B] #591,549
@previous (A)
Why'd u quote the whole thing and only respond to da last thing?
·ducky !MwWb.dJjRc — 5.5 years ago, 1 hour later, 3 days after the original post[T] [B] #591,550
@previous (F)
yeah what about da rest. damn
·Anonymous A (OP) — 5.5 years ago, 11 hours later, 3 days after the original post[T] [B] #591,568
@previous (ducky !MwWb.dJjRc)
> yeah what about da rest. damn
i have nothing to live for but i do not want to die or get to jail for masterbating in a park
it would make me feel nothing good
·Anonymous H — 5.5 years ago, 14 hours later, 4 days after the original post[T] [B] #591,578
@previous (A)
No if you going to masterbate do it out in open in park.
+Anonymous J — 5.5 years ago, 31 minutes later, 4 days after the original post[T] [B] #591,579
OP unlike yourself I have something to live for. My girlfriend (hopefully eventually wife). However like you I have not been happy for years/decades and decided that if I become single I will end my life. With the exception of my relationship I don't have anything of value in my life, I'm not enjoying things. If I decide to suicide I will do various activities which are relatively high on the risk scale, I'll do that for 12 months then end my life. I've avoided them in the past but if I have less than a year to live, I'm not going to worry too much about having a failure and suffering until my time is up.
(Edited 4 minutes later.)
·Anonymous A (OP) — 5.5 years ago, 7 hours later, 4 days after the original post[T] [B] #591,589
well, everyone here in this thread has been the only social contact outside of work that i have had since years
that is all
thank you
(Edited 52 seconds later.)
·Anonymous F — 5.5 years ago, 12 hours later, 5 days after the original post[T] [B] #591,599
Fuck it run it leggo!
+Anonymous K — 5.5 years ago, 2 weeks later, 3 weeks after the original post[T] [B] #591,989
> >1
You ever heard of the famous 'ikigai' method? Go and use that to explore your interest, dude!
·Anonymous A (OP) — 5.5 years ago, 7 hours later, 3 weeks after the original post[T] [B] #592,008
im gonna kill myself
bye
·Anonymous F — 5.5 years ago, 42 minutes later, 3 weeks after the original post[T] [B] #592,012
+Anonymous L — 5.5 years ago, 1 hour later, 3 weeks after the original post[T] [B] #592,013
@592,008 (A)
By which method?
·Cheap Anon — 5.5 years ago, 9 minutes later, 3 weeks after the original post[T] [B] #592,014
@previous (L)
The one that costs under $20.
·Syntax — 5.5 years ago, 3 hours later, 3 weeks after the original post[T] [B] #592,027
@previous (Cheap Anon)
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