Topic: DAY 7 OF ECO'S DRUG BINGE...NO SLEEP, NO SHOWERS, LAPSING IN-AND-OUT OF CONSCIOUSNESS...
+Eco — 6.5 years ago #54,670
I HAVE BEEN GOING HARD FOR A WEEK STRAIGHT ON THE METH AND SOFT-FORM COCAINE, SUPPLEMENTED OF COURSE BY COPIOUS AMOUNTS OF MARIJUANA AND HASH...I AM PRETTY SURE IT IS THE SLEEP-DEPRIVATION THAT IS CAUSING ME TO STUMBLE WHEN I GO TO STAND UP, AND THE AUDITORY AND VISUAL HALLUCINATIONS...EVEN MY SENSE OF TOUCH IS FUCKED UP...
FUNNY THING IS, MY WHOLE FAMILY AND FRIENDS KNOW WHAT'S UP...MY LITTLE GREEN ICON ON FACEBOOK IS ALWAYS SET TO ONLINE, EVEN AT 4 IN THE MORNING...
I THINK A PART OF ME IS AFRAID TO GO TO SLEEP BECAUSE I FEAR I MIGHT NOT WAKE UP, AFTER ALL THE ABUSE I'VE DONE TO MY BODY AND MIND...
I WANNA GIVE 'THE DOPE SCENE' UP SOON, HOWEVER, AND LIVE A NORMAL FUCKING LIFE, BUT IT IS HARD WHEN ALL YOUR ACTIVITIES AND SOCIAL CIRCLES ARE CENTERED AROUND DRUGS...
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