
TODAY ON TINYCHAN, ECO FIRMLY REJECTS THE NOTION OF A GOD, HIGHER POWER, OR THE CHRISTIAN RELIGION, WHILE TYING HIS THOUGHTS IN WITH A NINE INCH NAILS SONG HE IS CURRENTLY SPINNING...
IF THERE REALLY IS A GOD, WHY DOES HE SUBJECT ME TO THIS PAIN, LONELINESS, TORTURE, AND MENTAL ANGUISH THAT I FEEL EVERY DAY??? I'VE TRIED TO BE OPEN-MINDED TO RELIGION, AND EVEN PRAYED TO JESUS, ASKING HIM TO DELIVER ME MY 'DREAM GIRL' WHO I CLICK WITH ON EVERY LEVEL. BUT I HAVEN'T MET HER YET... </3 :(
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"HEY GOD! YOU MADE ME THROW IT ALL AWAY!
MY MORALS LEFT TO DECAY! HOW MANY YOU BETRAY?
YOU'VE TAKEN EVERYTHING AWAY..
HEY GOD!! MY HEAD IS FILLED WITH DISEASE; MY SKIN IS BEGGING YOU, 'PLEASE!'
I'M ON MY HANDS AND KNEES!
I WANT SO MUCH TO BELIEVE!"
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I WISH I COULD JUST BELIEVE THAT GOD OR JESUS IS LOOKING OUT FOR MY BEST INTERESTS OR THAT A MERCIFUL GOD EVEN EXISTS IN A WAR-FILLED WORLD TO BEGIN WITH...I THINK THAT'S WHAT TRENT REZNOR OF NINE INCH NAILS IS SAYING HERE, AND I CAN RELATE...