Topic: I'm Depressed & Have Run Out Of Marijuana For The Night, But Am Not Slightly Tired.
+Eco — 7.6 years ago #52,008
Does Anyone Wanna Talk and keep my mind occupied?I'm probably gonna be up all night chain-smoking and listen to depressive darkwave music...
Currently Spinning 'Charlotte Sometimes' By The Cure https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_defwv03IfQ
·Eco (OP) — 7.6 years ago, 1 minute later[T] [B] #554,543
...nevermind
+Nugget Syntaxroll !Uvm54ORbmo — 7.6 years ago, 31 minutes later, 33 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #554,545
im here, are you still there?
·Eco (OP) — 7.6 years ago, 4 minutes later, 37 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #554,546
@previous (Nugget Syntaxroll !Uvm54ORbmo)Yo, what's up? I'm stuck in a rut. I haven't left the house except to pick up weed and crack over the past month. I feel like my social life is seriously lacking. I rarely hang out with my buddies and I never get to meet any new girls...
Other than that, I'm enjoying staying home, blazing, and writing/singing/rapping...
I just feel like every day where I don't do something productive and constructive is a day wasted, and I'm wasting a lot of days. I'll be old before I know it...
How is your night?
·Eco (OP) — 7.6 years ago, 3 minutes later, 41 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #554,547
I smoke weed until my legs feel like Jell-O and I'm having paranoid delusions that artists are writing songs about me. Then I have flashbacks of my numerous stays in the psych ward and my fights with cops and security guards and how they stripped me of my dignity, so I'm mad at the whole legal/judicial System...·Nugget Syntaxroll !Uvm54ORbmo — 7.6 years ago, 16 minutes later, 57 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #554,548
@554,546 (Eco)
Well it is morning here and I'm stuck at office working.
Yeah all those posts you've made shows your social life is degenerating. Ppls probably told you already, but dude lay down the weed and shit for a while and get some legit human interactions going, if you really care bout it.
Uh I could hardly seen those rappin stuff are "productive". I know rappin can be srs biz, but when you got no real job to keep you afloat and have to beg for papers to keep fueling your addiction AND all day you do is hiding in your house writin your little black song, dude your productivity is on the wrong end of priorities.
And damn right you'll be old and achievement-less sooner than you realize, speaking from experience. Welp unless your drug addiction killed you midway.
Well it is morning here and I'm stuck at office working.
Yeah all those posts you've made shows your social life is degenerating. Ppls probably told you already, but dude lay down the weed and shit for a while and get some legit human interactions going, if you really care bout it.
Uh I could hardly seen those rappin stuff are "productive". I know rappin can be srs biz, but when you got no real job to keep you afloat and have to beg for papers to keep fueling your addiction AND all day you do is hiding in your house writin your little black song, dude your productivity is on the wrong end of priorities.
And damn right you'll be old and achievement-less sooner than you realize, speaking from experience. Welp unless your drug addiction killed you midway.
·Eco (OP) — 7.6 years ago, 3 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #554,549
@previous (Nugget Syntaxroll !Uvm54ORbmo)
Thanks Nugget!
That was a pretty insightful, practical piece of advice.
I wrote another post detailing my struggle with addiction. I find I get almost physically-sick trying to stay sober for even 5 minutes. I have to be in a permanently-altered state or I'm not content.
Thanks Nugget!
That was a pretty insightful, practical piece of advice.
I wrote another post detailing my struggle with addiction. I find I get almost physically-sick trying to stay sober for even 5 minutes. I have to be in a permanently-altered state or I'm not content.
·Nugget Syntaxroll !Uvm54ORbmo — 7.6 years ago, 3 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #554,550
@554,547 (Eco)
> I smoke weed until my legs feel like Jell-O and I'm having paranoid delusions that artists are writing songs about me. Then I have flashbacks of my numerous stays in the psych ward and my fights with cops and security guards and how they stripped me of my dignity, so I'm mad at the whole legal/judicial System...
You mad coz you fucked up the law and had to face the consequences. You are not mad at the law, you are mad at yourself but you just cant admit it. Stop being a problem maker, coz most problems you make will only be on yourself.
And I highly doubt you're that famous ppl will write song to defame you or anything. More unwarranted self importance than paranoia IMO.
Also dude srsly go easy on whatever shit you're smokin. Making your legs go Jell-O doesnt sound promising at all.
> I smoke weed until my legs feel like Jell-O and I'm having paranoid delusions that artists are writing songs about me. Then I have flashbacks of my numerous stays in the psych ward and my fights with cops and security guards and how they stripped me of my dignity, so I'm mad at the whole legal/judicial System...
You mad coz you fucked up the law and had to face the consequences. You are not mad at the law, you are mad at yourself but you just cant admit it. Stop being a problem maker, coz most problems you make will only be on yourself.
And I highly doubt you're that famous ppl will write song to defame you or anything. More unwarranted self importance than paranoia IMO.
Also dude srsly go easy on whatever shit you're smokin. Making your legs go Jell-O doesnt sound promising at all.
+Anonymous C — 7.6 years ago, 45 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #554,551
·Nugget Syntaxroll !Uvm54ORbmo — 7.6 years ago, 5 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #554,552
@554,549 (Eco)
Glad to be of help.
Yep your case sounds real deep in drug addiction. Get some legit help, like those rehab or addict treatment, Ionno the case but there must be some around ya?
And if you're really REALLY meant to get off the hook, I think you'd also need to make cut with your black housemates. How'd you get away from cracks when there's crack dealing going 24/7 in your house?
Glad to be of help.
Yep your case sounds real deep in drug addiction. Get some legit help, like those rehab or addict treatment, Ionno the case but there must be some around ya?
And if you're really REALLY meant to get off the hook, I think you'd also need to make cut with your black housemates. How'd you get away from cracks when there's crack dealing going 24/7 in your house?
·Nugget Syntaxroll !Uvm54ORbmo — 7.6 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #554,553
@554,551 (C)
> That's probably just DTs, from the crack.
Probably, but it is still a better attitude than "fuck you I am a grown ass man I can have all the booze/drugs I want" denial like your passed away fren/buttmonkey
> That's probably just DTs, from the crack.
Probably, but it is still a better attitude than "fuck you I am a grown ass man I can have all the booze/drugs I want" denial like your passed away fren/buttmonkey
·Eco (OP) — 7.6 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #554,554
@554,552 (Nugget Syntaxroll !Uvm54ORbmo)
I quit one rehab centre and got kicked out of another. I struggle with the group therapy aspect and being in crowds.
The Blacks got me kicked out of my house, so I'm in a Rooming House now, but they still hit me up daily to see if I need anything, so the temptation is definitely there...
I quit one rehab centre and got kicked out of another. I struggle with the group therapy aspect and being in crowds.
The Blacks got me kicked out of my house, so I'm in a Rooming House now, but they still hit me up daily to see if I need anything, so the temptation is definitely there...
·Nugget Syntaxroll !Uvm54ORbmo — 7.6 years ago, 14 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #554,558
@previous (Eco)
> I quit one rehab centre and got kicked out of another. I struggle with the group therapy aspect and being in crowds.
Addiction is a bitch man, sure it wouldnt be a rosy path to get it off from ya. Keep with the therapy, revisit the rehab center you quitted (if possible), or I hope there's more avail to you. You gunna need any and all help you can get.
> The Blacks got me kicked out of my house, so I'm in a Rooming House now, but they still hit me up daily to see if I need anything, so the temptation is definitely there...
ehh I'd go all "WTF MAN HOW'D IT HAPPEN HOW CAN YOU BE SO DUMB LETTIN THOSE NUGGETS TAKING OVER" but it's pointless to question the cause youknowwutimsayin. And by "seeing if you need anything" I guess it's equivalent to "seeing if they can get more deal going". That's bad man, real bad. Rehab center still sounds like the best option to cut loose both those nuggets and the temptations. Also some other time you'll need to deal with reclaiming your own house too.
> I quit one rehab centre and got kicked out of another. I struggle with the group therapy aspect and being in crowds.
Addiction is a bitch man, sure it wouldnt be a rosy path to get it off from ya. Keep with the therapy, revisit the rehab center you quitted (if possible), or I hope there's more avail to you. You gunna need any and all help you can get.
> The Blacks got me kicked out of my house, so I'm in a Rooming House now, but they still hit me up daily to see if I need anything, so the temptation is definitely there...
ehh I'd go all "WTF MAN HOW'D IT HAPPEN HOW CAN YOU BE SO DUMB LETTIN THOSE NUGGETS TAKING OVER" but it's pointless to question the cause youknowwutimsayin. And by "seeing if you need anything" I guess it's equivalent to "seeing if they can get more deal going". That's bad man, real bad. Rehab center still sounds like the best option to cut loose both those nuggets and the temptations. Also some other time you'll need to deal with reclaiming your own house too.
+Dead !Pool..v42s — 7.6 years ago, 1 hour later, 2 hours after the original post[T] [B] #554,571
Not sure how easy it is to access edibles over there, but cannabis in food can help the detox from harder chemicals
But seriously, don't smoke crack anymore, you seem like you could be a tolerable person if you weren't high as fuck and wilding out all the time. Rap life is cool and all, but instead of turning your life into a drug fueled gangster life and rapping about that, just rap about bullshit that you do know.
But seriously, don't smoke crack anymore, you seem like you could be a tolerable person if you weren't high as fuck and wilding out all the time. Rap life is cool and all, but instead of turning your life into a drug fueled gangster life and rapping about that, just rap about bullshit that you do know.
Start a new topic to continue this conversation.
Or browse the latest topics.