TinyChan

I am in deep pain…I suffer from: schizophrenia, rapid-cycling bi-polar, drug-induced psychosis, anxiety, insomnia, OCD, ADHD, Asperger’s, binge-eating & periods of anorexia, chronic depression, and so much more (officially-diagnosed).

I have masochistic tendencies (I cut, punch self, strangle self, asphyxiate, etc.) I sabotage myself, and contemplate a new suicide method every day.

I have been on many prescription drugs, such as Valium, Olanzapine, Epi-Val, Zopiclone, Abilify, Seroquel, and more.

I use illicit drugs, such as: Marijuana, MDMA, Psilocybin, LSD, Cocaine, Salvia Dinorum, Percocets, and more. I quit drinking, but used be an Alcoholic.

People cyber-bully me, which exacerbates my stress and frustration! When I reach out for help, people tell me to kill myself. I have auditory hallucinations, and voices already telling me to do that.

Things are starting to look up, however. I got a new job selling medical marijuana. I am moving to a new city this week. People are starting to be nice and patient with me. I feel happy and optimistic for once.

Does anyone have any constructive criticism on how I can ‘sort myself out’ and not be such a dramatic asshat?

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Sue your parents for not aborting your.

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You should go to Laghouls. They think they are experts on explaining the unknown.

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