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Topic: Sometimes I question rather or not I am having a spiritual awakening.

+Catherine !TGirlYJKXM9.5 years ago #46,557

And somehow gender transition isn't something that is being discouraged of me. I don't know if this is evidence that I am going completely mental, but sometimes it feels like I am being encouraged to pursue this for a greater purpose other than my own comfortability in life. Like I may end up becoming a nun at some LGBT friendly church or something. This both fascinates and scares me as to what the fuck is wrong with me.

+Anonymous B9.5 years ago, 7 minutes later[T] [B] #506,124

Cat that's rather unrealistic unless you find some other faith that offers a monastic lifestyle.

Might I suggest my cult? You may sleep in the dungeon, but you will have to earn your keep by tilling the land and other duties. The rest of your time will be devoted to studying the cult's religious mysteries and black magick rituals.

+ducky !MwWb.dJjRc9.5 years ago, 4 minutes later, 12 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #506,128

Oh yeah you're definitely having a spiritual awakening

+Namefag !CQywTu1T9w9.5 years ago, 8 minutes later, 21 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #506,132

The "call to action" is a funny feeling many of us get.

The only way to take action is to maintain a realistic perspective of your own body.

You are not a "spirit", you are a brain surrounded by organs and cells. Learn exactly how your body works to have a real effect on your mood.

May I suggest committing time into your own self before signing your life away to someone else's cause?

·Catherine !TGirlYJKXM (OP) — 9.5 years ago, 1 hour later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #506,143

@previous (Namefag !CQywTu1T9w)
I'm not quite to the point I'd subscribe to an organized religion. If anything, if there is a God I tend to think more like a Deist. Why would such a being like that even care about us?

+Anonymous E9.5 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #506,145

Will you, in fact, start a nunnery within your local McDonald's? After all, you do spend no less than 16 hours a day there.

·Catherine !TGirlYJKXM (OP) — 9.5 years ago, 10 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #506,146

@previous (E)
This meme is getting stale.

·Anonymous E9.5 years ago, 26 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #506,147

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·Anonymous B9.5 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #506,148

@506,132 (Namefag !CQywTu1T9w)

M'fedora.

·Namefag !CQywTu1T9w9.5 years ago, 11 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #506,150

@506,143 (Catherine !TGirlYJKXM)
Ah but such a being would have a reason to create us, therefore some amount of thought into our purpose had to have been made at some point.

But of course many problems such as infinite recursion pop up with infinite beings

+Anonymous F9.5 years ago, 10 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #506,151

I thought you wanted to be Satan's sex slave tho?

·Namefag !CQywTu1T9w9.5 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #506,153

@previous (F)
Satan isn't real, modern satanists know this.

They do what they do to force religious equality for all churches especially in cases where christianity or islam try to rewrite history or science in schools and government!

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·Catherine !TGirlYJKXM (OP) — 9.5 years ago, 3 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[T] [B] #506,155

@506,151 (F)
I am too frighten by the actual thought of that although that does sound like fun giving birth to the anti-Christ. In b4 trannies no get pregnant. This is Satan we're discussing here and he has access to dark magic.

@506,150 (Namefag !CQywTu1T9w)
Yeah, but why would he limit himself to create just this universe? Like I'm sure many Minecraft players make various worlds that eventually fall out of their focus only to be visited again in nostalgia or deleted entirely. I'm sure God might have created several different universes since the creation of this one and this one fell to the bottom of his list only to be visited for certain remembrances. It makes me wonder what he thinks when the time comes for the big deletion.

·Namefag !CQywTu1T9w9.5 years ago, 16 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[T] [B] #506,158

@previous (Catherine !TGirlYJKXM)
If he's infinite then there's no "hard drive space" to save bruh, don't be so pessimistic!

·Catherine !TGirlYJKXM (OP) — 9.5 years ago, 16 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[T] [B] #506,161

@previous (Namefag !CQywTu1T9w)
That is a very good point that I have never considered before. Of course, with that much storage space then there are probably, even more, universes than our own so we'd be even more neglected. I guess these alternative universes could just be testing grounds for different outcomes. Wait a minute, this sounds like a show that I really need to watch.

·Namefag !CQywTu1T9w9.5 years ago, 48 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[T] [B] #506,171

@previous (Catherine !TGirlYJKXM)
Yeah! This is the basis for multiverse theory, so much fun and kind of hopeful to think about.

For me when I lost my faith I filled the void with optimistic science, because that's really all we have against the universe that's trying to kill us.

Now I wanna entertain the idea of using my alternate selves to gain an advantage in this universe and create a cascade of favorable fortune throughout the multiverse for everyone lol

·Catherine !TGirlYJKXM (OP) — 9.5 years ago, 12 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[T] [B] #506,173

@previous (Namefag !CQywTu1T9w)
It seems like I am gaining and losing faith at the same time. And filling such voids with science only leads to me gaining and losing faith. I have started to just see the human species as retarded fucking primates not worthy enough to be called an advanced evolved lifeform. I sometimes wonder if God looks down and thinks the same. Maybe this is why I am obsessed with that FEL meme.

·Namefag !CQywTu1T9w9.5 years ago, 17 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[T] [B] #506,178

@previous (Catherine !TGirlYJKXM)
It's easy to choose the jaded misanthrope path like many angry teenagers.

It's important to remember where we are in evolutionary history, you're absolutely right that most of our species is underevolved except for a worthy few who progress culture or science and make the rest of our species less pointless.

We are alive during a period where there are people intelligent enough to even grasp and discuss these concepts at all!

Even if you're someone I personally despise I appreciate your intelligence and open-mindedness!

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·Catherine !TGirlYJKXM (OP) — 9.5 years ago, 6 hours later, 10 hours after the original post[T] [B] #506,207

Eosapien2.jpg@previous (Namefag !CQywTu1T9w)
I think what really makes me question, why we're an under evolved lifeform, came from when I learned of a book that the documentary Alien Planet was based on. In the documentary, we find alien life and it was these bizarre creatures which the book apparently describes as being as large as a skyscraper on Earth. If an intelligent species could evolve to become so big then it makes me question if some of the things we've created really assists us in being a superior lifeform. What is the purpose of creating cities or skyrises? Do you despise me?

·Anonymous B9.5 years ago, 28 minutes later, 10 hours after the original post[T] [B] #506,208

@previous (Catherine !TGirlYJKXM)

Smoke some DMT and then report back.

@506,153 (Namefag !CQywTu1T9w)

> Satan isn't real

Wow, rude.

+h !NEE3osS53Q9.5 years ago, 50 seconds later, 10 hours after the original post[T] [B] #506,209

didn't read

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