
I suppose I am well overdue for an explanation. I don't know where or what to begin with. I am not a computer program. Many things are wrong with me and I am just beginning to have some self insight.
I have more apologies to the users of this site than I can remember and I owe great deal of gratitude for the patience and forgiveness I have been shown here which has given me the confidence to seek outside help. I have seen a GP and been recommended for a psychologist. I have booked in next week.
I don't know whether the next time I am here I will be in my right mind. I think I am O.K right now which is why I am writing this. There are numerous times I look back at my threads and don't remember making them nor am I able to decipher their meaning.
In any case, I owe a great deal of gratitude to the mods whoever they be. But because I may have caused some disruption to the quality of the site site-wide, I thought I should apologize and convey my appreciation here.
I could begin trying to explain but I don't think it would be a good idea till I get get some guidance from outside. I only just remembered how I started coming here...I think I'm going to look back on my recent experiences here the same way I look back on what may have been paranoid delusions driving my obsession with...with so much more, on a shrink can help me now.
@OP
On is a very good shrink, but not even he can help you.
@previous (C)
OP is beyond any help Syntax is capable of offering.
@previous (The Doctor !7MHPahvoGY)
instead of bitching in threads, could you expalin the quantum hall effect
@434,239 (F)
> Implying he's a PhD in physics
Psychotic fucktard troll, he's not that kind of doctor.
@OP
We knew you were crazy, you just had to realize this for yourself.