Topic: Bobby2sox update
+Anonymous A — 12.1 years ago #36,730
He's not dead. He's making threads on Hugbox about "bringing Bobby back"
+Anonymous B — 12.1 years ago, 12 minutes later[T] [B] #414,933
That was me.
+Anonymous C — 12.1 years ago, 6 minutes later, 19 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #414,934
·Anonymous A (OP) — 12.1 years ago, 1 minute later, 20 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #414,935
·Anonymous B — 12.1 years ago, 1 hour later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #414,936
·Anonymous A (OP) — 12.1 years ago, 35 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[T] [B] #414,940
+Syntax — 12.1 years ago, 29 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[T] [B] #414,955
Thought he said he was committing sewercide?
·Anonymous A (OP) — 12.1 years ago, 15 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[T] [B] #414,958
·Anonymous B — 12.1 years ago, 29 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[T] [B] #414,965
·Syntax — 12.1 years ago, 26 minutes later, 4 hours after the original post[T] [B] #414,967
@previous (B)
He did rite a very long note about being miss-treated by so many and he said he feels that he needs to commit suicide. So here via shitchans crappy search engine cause it has a flaw that grinds the site to molasses
AND NOTICE THE Edit 16 minutes later? I caught the post because I was in PM's at that moment and he edited it quickly to back off his topic statement - Made Honking HUGE Changes LOL
Topic: I Contemplated Suicide
+ Rufus !!MCosknPzP6 --- 2 days ago #35,259
At the moment my spirits are very low - I hurt in places I never thought existed and I am feeling sorry for myself lol Those of you who know me well are aware of my limits and limited future. I read an article which hjelped m,e compose this piece. It sums up my feelings, my concerns and worries as well as my hopes and aspirations. Those of you that don't believe in my very existence will mock me. Feel free to mock away.
There was a time not long ago when I was contemplating taking my life. Everyday my physical and mental abilities deteriorate. I live without a great deal of hope of any recovery and worried about the future every day and every long dark night.(It's 2:19am) I feared if I waited too long, I wouldn’t have the strength or courage or physical ability to end my life.
In my mind, I was/am a burden to my family, even though they are always here to lend assistance and bolster my sagging spirits. But I hate the fact that I need so much help dressing, grooming, taking care of my personal needs, even getting in and out of bed. My beloved Sarah has stood by me throughout, God bless her.
So why didn't I go through with it? Well, first off I was too damn scared. Secondly, when I was holding the hand of my Lord and Saviour, how could I. I thought also of the pain I would cause my dear parents and my grand mama, and my friends. Experts in human behaviour say we have the power to change ourselves and our attitude. That's easy to say but hard to do when one is struggling to gain control over an incurable disability. I’m not quite sure when or how I “discovered” what really matters. But I do know it is taking time for me to accept my worth as a human being, an attitude that is a work in progress to this day.
Where did I turn after I first realized I wasn't ready to give up? I told my doctors about the emotional and physical pain I was in and found that a combination of medication and talk therapy helped remove some of the dark clouds that surround me and I held the hand of my Lord that much tighter
I have found solace also in the many digs and jibes that I have had to confront on the Chans. They hurt like hell and I find them difficult to accept yet often funny. They, of course, frustrate and anger me and oft times reduce me to tears. Yet, in a strange way they have given me strength
When I realized that my thoughts of death and dying were keeping me from living, I read books and sought out the wisdom of people who were more enlightened than I was. I listened to the criticism and advice of my elders - well, to be honest, most of them.
I guess I don't want to die any sooner than I must. I don't fear death but I do enjoy living despite all.
Thanks for reading. Mock ye if you must. lol
(Edited 16 minutes later.)
He did rite a very long note about being miss-treated by so many and he said he feels that he needs to commit suicide. So here via shitchans crappy search engine cause it has a flaw that grinds the site to molasses
AND NOTICE THE Edit 16 minutes later? I caught the post because I was in PM's at that moment and he edited it quickly to back off his topic statement - Made Honking HUGE Changes LOL
Topic: I Contemplated Suicide
+ Rufus !!MCosknPzP6 --- 2 days ago #35,259
At the moment my spirits are very low - I hurt in places I never thought existed and I am feeling sorry for myself lol Those of you who know me well are aware of my limits and limited future. I read an article which hjelped m,e compose this piece. It sums up my feelings, my concerns and worries as well as my hopes and aspirations. Those of you that don't believe in my very existence will mock me. Feel free to mock away.
There was a time not long ago when I was contemplating taking my life. Everyday my physical and mental abilities deteriorate. I live without a great deal of hope of any recovery and worried about the future every day and every long dark night.(It's 2:19am) I feared if I waited too long, I wouldn’t have the strength or courage or physical ability to end my life.
In my mind, I was/am a burden to my family, even though they are always here to lend assistance and bolster my sagging spirits. But I hate the fact that I need so much help dressing, grooming, taking care of my personal needs, even getting in and out of bed. My beloved Sarah has stood by me throughout, God bless her.
So why didn't I go through with it? Well, first off I was too damn scared. Secondly, when I was holding the hand of my Lord and Saviour, how could I. I thought also of the pain I would cause my dear parents and my grand mama, and my friends. Experts in human behaviour say we have the power to change ourselves and our attitude. That's easy to say but hard to do when one is struggling to gain control over an incurable disability. I’m not quite sure when or how I “discovered” what really matters. But I do know it is taking time for me to accept my worth as a human being, an attitude that is a work in progress to this day.
Where did I turn after I first realized I wasn't ready to give up? I told my doctors about the emotional and physical pain I was in and found that a combination of medication and talk therapy helped remove some of the dark clouds that surround me and I held the hand of my Lord that much tighter
I have found solace also in the many digs and jibes that I have had to confront on the Chans. They hurt like hell and I find them difficult to accept yet often funny. They, of course, frustrate and anger me and oft times reduce me to tears. Yet, in a strange way they have given me strength
When I realized that my thoughts of death and dying were keeping me from living, I read books and sought out the wisdom of people who were more enlightened than I was. I listened to the criticism and advice of my elders - well, to be honest, most of them.
I guess I don't want to die any sooner than I must. I don't fear death but I do enjoy living despite all.
Thanks for reading. Mock ye if you must. lol
(Edited 16 minutes later.)
+Anonymous E — 12.1 years ago, 1 hour later, 6 hours after the original post[T] [B] #414,978
@previous (Syntax )
> struggling to gain control over an incurable disability
To what disability is he referring?
> struggling to gain control over an incurable disability
To what disability is he referring?
+The Doctor !7MHPahvoGY — 12.1 years ago, 7 minutes later, 6 hours after the original post[T] [B] #414,979
·Anonymous E — 12.1 years ago, 5 minutes later, 6 hours after the original post[T] [B] #414,980
·Syntax — 12.1 years ago, 52 seconds later, 6 hours after the original post[T] [B] #414,981
@414,978 (E)
Someone said it was his dads jet that crashed. Try this - go to shitchan and ask as topic.
I will accept the fact that he is disabled as many are. No problem with that. But so far no one backs him up re his so called teen age. EVERYONE and I mean everyone says he is a lot lot older. Odd how he is the only one who says he is a mere child.
Hey once on the net I held my age at 34 when I was older so that wood have made me 40's + so being a very honest kinda guy I fully admit to this kinda shit BUT BUT when anyone one wood email me as many had - the very first question about my real age and I fully confessed- After all its not nice to lie to net buds who do email
The very first one was a Gal named Psychedelic Mess - Bert will sure remember her- Super cute very young Ultra cute - and we met few years later in R/T and and only as friends.
Thanks for reply cause I never did tell Bobby that once upon tyme I also did the Age bending he is doing currently - Its so easy to get past that- Email friends pointed to a post that said even with my crappy sperling gramar I sounded more mature - and then on that reply to post I con~fessed!
Everyone had a good laff and flamed the living daylights out of me
Someone said it was his dads jet that crashed. Try this - go to shitchan and ask as topic.
I will accept the fact that he is disabled as many are. No problem with that. But so far no one backs him up re his so called teen age. EVERYONE and I mean everyone says he is a lot lot older. Odd how he is the only one who says he is a mere child.
Hey once on the net I held my age at 34 when I was older so that wood have made me 40's + so being a very honest kinda guy I fully admit to this kinda shit BUT BUT when anyone one wood email me as many had - the very first question about my real age and I fully confessed- After all its not nice to lie to net buds who do email
The very first one was a Gal named Psychedelic Mess - Bert will sure remember her- Super cute very young Ultra cute - and we met few years later in R/T and and only as friends.
Thanks for reply cause I never did tell Bobby that once upon tyme I also did the Age bending he is doing currently - Its so easy to get past that- Email friends pointed to a post that said even with my crappy sperling gramar I sounded more mature - and then on that reply to post I con~fessed!
Everyone had a good laff and flamed the living daylights out of me
(Edited 1 minute later.)
+Anonymous G — 12.1 years ago, 8 hours later, 14 hours after the original post[T] [B] #415,081
+Anonymous H — 12.1 years ago, 3 days later, 4 days after the original post[T] [B] #415,507
@414,978 (E)
Didn't he have a massive heart attack a few months after his plane crashed?
Lolol
Lying little shit.
Didn't he have a massive heart attack a few months after his plane crashed?
Lolol
Lying little shit.
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