Topic: FAO: Auttiekynz (What happened to the misanthrope that stole our hearts?)
+Anonymous A — 12.5 years ago #33,215
Auttiekynz.
This is an intervention.
Your behavior as of late has been disturbingly degenerative and your old school Hilteran idealism has fallen to the wayside. We miss the old misanthropic Auttie who thrived on meth and wrath. Who longed for a dystopian fascist society where all degenerates were slaves or turned into fuel and fertilizer. Who believed in the supremacy of the Aryan race and fought tooth and nail to retain an iota of that glorious heritage. Who had the courage of his convictions to strangle a puppy with pantyhose because he felt it to be the right solution.
You've become a turncoat and sellout. Another black mark for the electronic 4th reich to try and wipe away.Yet you have become a smear that lingers and sullies the purer neo-Aryan/post-NS philosophies left behind in your wake. You used to have creative, outside the box, no reservations, extremist ideals that made you endearing, headstrong, and the first and last bastion of true Militant Spergian Supremacist ideology. You had so much to offer the world and to advance the noble cause of Spergian Supremacy, to force the koolaid drinking MK-Ultra goy puppets to acknowledge that the seeds that they had sown had created a new race of a man apart... the spergian master race.
We had such high hopes for you... such high hopes. Then you left. Turned away from the light of humanity and sought solace in isolation and strange fantasies of self termination.
What happened that brief period of time you were away to change you so? Did your mind really break? Or did you simple synthesize that what you despised... coalescing into a new entity who seemed foreign to the Auttie we knew. Is this the real Auttie? Were we sold a lie? Did you really discover yourself at the brink of death with a belt around your throat and your pants around your ankles?
Point is, we miss the old Auttie.
Please come back to us. :'(
+Anonymous B — 12.5 years ago, 17 minutes later[T] [B] #381,581
kikes etc
+Sophie !MLHqI35Srs — 12.5 years ago, 10 minutes later, 27 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #381,583
During my breakdown I had underwent an existential crisis. Several aspects of those were intertwined together in a long-running narrative fabric of my persecution as a hypermale Aspergian Aryan. I saw, during this period, my true form, manifest in many different ways: femalewhores that I wondered were crypto-trans, trans for a fact that were based on their cranio-facial metrices, and then at the breakdown's coda, myself, first in the reflection of a pond, then over many ponds, then, as I had embarked in the forest, overt hallucinations of groups of different Sophies started gathering together in cultural Marxist battalions accosting me for my evil ways of days prior. They had, along with the police constable and G4S agents, gave vicious implorations to alter my outlook, lest I would be not only legally castigated, but denied any autonomy in my life as a punishment for political apocryhpa. Then the true Sophie appeared, she looked beautiful, about 3" my superior, rather plum-like in build but carried well, she had said nothing; a man was standing behind her, he looked rather aged, perhaps in his late 50s.
He asked me, "is this what you could've been?"
I'd said nothing, in fear of this being a trap by sad police to extract a confession, my belief at the time being that the hypermale-trans could not logically exist, and that in any case, all Judeomasonic-manufactured transsexual propaganda a lie to extract confessions of such feelings by hypermale, in order to process them through their Soviet psykushkas, and diagnose them with schizophreniform disorders. Sophie nodded.
He then asked, "did she say yes?" And they had both disappeared from that point, forever. The saddest thing is, your destiny, for me to be entrapped in this political orthodoxy I had sewn for myself, may remain a reality more eternal than that which was revealed to me, and I can barely live with that as it stands.
Autphag is dead. However, I am also dead outer-persona. I've not had a real presence on this planet since my attempt. If I can not have my wish in the corporeal, then maybe I can have my wish in the ethereal, instead.
(Edited 1 minute later.)
·Anonymous A (OP) — 12.5 years ago, 16 minutes later, 44 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #381,584
@previous (Sophie !MLHqI35Srs)
I feel like I understand the flame that burns within you now. I have caught a glimpse of your soul in the akashic records... seen the pain, the psychospiritual drama that unfolded in that period of missing time, and the fiery stamps encoded in your aura detailing your current and future transformation into the entity you are/are becoming/evolved into.
That... was the first post on TinyChan to ever move me to tears.
I apologize, I need a moment to compose myself. Thank you for sharing,
Aut... Sophie.
·Anonymous B — 12.5 years ago, 16 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #381,585
·Sophie !MLHqI35Srs — 12.5 years ago, 4 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #381,586
·Anonymous B — 12.5 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #381,587
@previous (Sophie !MLHqI35Srs)
kike enabler
+Anonymous D — 12.5 years ago, 7 hours later, 8 hours after the original post[T] [B] #381,727
He became a pathetic shadow of his former self. I doubt he leaves the house now.
·Sophie !MLHqI35Srs — 12.5 years ago, 7 minutes later, 8 hours after the original post[T] [B] #381,728
@previous (D)
You know next to nothing. Kindly fuck off.
·Anonymous D — 12.5 years ago, 24 minutes later, 8 hours after the original post[T] [B] #381,729
@previous (Sophie !MLHqI35Srs)
Calm down, hank. I'm sure nobodies hiding under the bed.
·Sophie !MLHqI35Srs — 12.5 years ago, 1 minute later, 9 hours after the original post[T] [B] #381,730
@previous (D)
Hank*
nobody's*
Until you utilize English grammar with (near-)perfection, I am inclined to regard your word to be good as nothing on the weightier matters.
·Anonymous D — 12.5 years ago, 1 minute later, 9 hours after the original post[T] [B] #381,731
@previous (Sophie !MLHqI35Srs)
Youre pretty irate. Have you been up all night imagining new things to be afraid of, hank?
·Sophie !MLHqI35Srs — 12.5 years ago, 2 minutes later, 9 hours after the original post[T] [B] #381,732
@previous (D)
You seem to be misreading me. I'm more apathetic than irritable; I was hoping that adopting Kimmo's level of doctrinarianism would rouse, but it seems I had misestimated you.
(Edited 27 seconds later.)
·Anonymous D — 12.5 years ago, 4 minutes later, 9 hours after the original post[T] [B] #381,733
@previous (Sophie !MLHqI35Srs)
Okay. When are you killing yourself again?
·Sophie !MLHqI35Srs — 12.5 years ago, 28 minutes later, 9 hours after the original post[T] [B] #381,734
@previous (D)
You seem obsessed with bringing about my suicide. Such zeal from a supposedly well-adjusted person as yourself, P-Logic, is unbecoming.
·Anonymous D — 12.5 years ago, 46 minutes later, 10 hours after the original post[T] [B] #381,741
@previous (Sophie !MLHqI35Srs)
Probably best you stop the guessing games, as you are inept at it. Worse thing is, these names are people who don't even come here. It shows how deeply paranoid you are. People don't follow you from board to board - you are nowhere near interesting enough for that. Please bear in mind, if you're being aggravated here, its always me.
·Sophie !MLHqI35Srs — 12.5 years ago, 6 minutes later, 10 hours after the original post[T] [B] #381,742
@previous (D)
Again, I'm not aggravated. You just keep denying whoever you are whenever I'm right, like some kind of disembodied schizo with autistic alexithymia, seeing as you can't even tell when I'm angry with complete accuracy.
+Morbid !vbsvhaneDY — 12.5 years ago, 10 minutes later, 10 hours after the original post[T] [B] #381,743
@381,741 (D)
Nice ragepost, to4str.
·Anonymous D — 12.5 years ago, 2 minutes later, 10 hours after the original post[T] [B] #381,745
@381,742 (Sophie !MLHqI35Srs)
Or you coulkdve been wrong.
What's more likely? Psychotic stalkers find you so fascinating they follow you round the internet and mess with you in real life? Or that you are just an irritating narcissist, who has rubbed many people up the wrong way?
And you're angry all the time, now that you drink from morning till night.
·Sophie !MLHqI35Srs — 12.5 years ago, 4 hours later, 14 hours after the original post[T] [B] #381,787
@previous (D)
Drink is the only thing keeping me calm.
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