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Topic: Kook is conspiring against me

+Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs12.6 years ago #32,053

I can sense it in my thought-sayings, she does this from afar.

+Anonymous B12.6 years ago, 8 minutes later[T] [B] #369,123

@OP

I was wondering why you were actually making sense since you came back, it's because you had been off the meth for a while, hadn't you? Ah well, enjoy what's left of life in any way you can Nautphagina, here's to you.

·Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs (OP) — 12.6 years ago, 11 minutes later, 19 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #369,124

@previous (B)
I've been left with a few permanent schizoid symptoms after the OD (not, contrary to anon's claims, a recreative dose; I might've absorbed a recreative dose simply because I only took exactly the toxic limit) incl. severe paranoia - I'm starting to believe tracking apparatuses have been installed in everything I use, from common objects down to anything electronic/computational, and that the police are constantly performing surveillance on my internet connection irrespective of reassurances to the contrary - and suspiciousness, to the point where I trust nobody, and delusions of reference, especially in spoken speech where I start overthinking the significance of certain words especially in a wider context that might suggest a hint as to a future plan to destroy me somehow. I believe people are planning against me maliciously just for the fun of making my life deliberately more difficult. I know I'm unimportant, but that's precisely what attracts their disdain; I'm not being self-centric in thinking this but oppositely would wish they fuck off. I can't seem to go a moment with wondering what plan the merchantile complex has in store next around the corner for me and it's driving me nearly agoraphobic, more than before. I live in a fucking nightmare, but I will never relent to the Jew's happy neurochemical soup.

(Edited 2 minutes later.)


+Anonymous C12.6 years ago, 5 minutes later, 24 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #369,125

@previous (Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs)

I would have thought you would have welcomed the attention. No one else is paying much attention.

·Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs (OP) — 12.6 years ago, 2 minutes later, 27 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #369,126

@previous (C)

Sure. Like you aren't one of the people doing it. Continue attitudinizing your denial. It's a pathetic ruse, one which shall soon be uncovered when it unfurls before me and ultimately fails.

·Anonymous B12.6 years ago, 39 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #369,133

@369,124 (Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs)

Sorry to hear you're having such a rough time of it. If it's any consolation, your writing have become much easier to understand, not that you don't use the same language but I find you organise them and explain yourself better. And despite your current paranoia you also seem much less aggressively argumentative and even seem to genuinely like some people here, seeing you and Ducky talk in particular is nice. I hate to think that you think everyone here hates you, or vice versa. Do you think the meth really helps with your current agitation though?

·Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs (OP) — 12.6 years ago, 8 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #369,135

@previous (B)
I've taken a much lower dose compared to usual.

Also I don't think me and ducky ever had much of a problem, I just kept my distance due to my respect for qusck.

(Edited 1 minute later.)


+Anonymous D12.6 years ago, 14 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #369,136

@previous (Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs)
> Also I don't think me and ducky ever had much of a problem, I just kept my distance due to my respect for qusck.

So you have a thing for her but respected quack enough to keep your distance. That isn't very hypermalefemaleneosexual of you.

·Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs (OP) — 12.6 years ago, 6 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #369,144

@previous (D)
How do I have a thing for her again?

+Anonymous E12.6 years ago, 3 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #369,146

@369,135 (Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs)
> respect for quack

·Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs (OP) — 12.6 years ago, 57 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #369,147

@previous (E)
He's not a bad guy, all things considered.

·Anonymous D12.6 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #369,148

@369,144 (Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs)
Because there would be nothing to respect if you just had an interest on the level of friends. You would not have been crossing any kind of line.

·Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs (OP) — 12.6 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #369,149

@previous (D)
In my world, if you befriend the partner of an Aryan, then you are no better than a usurious Jew, and I was merely respecting this understanding he likely held himself, too, as an Aryan.

·Anonymous D12.6 years ago, 8 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #369,153

@previous (Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs)
Yeah ok. Deflect all you want. Make up the rules as you go along. You already said it without saying it.

·Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs (OP) — 12.6 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #369,154

@previous (D)
> delusions of reference

+Anonymous F12.6 years ago, 16 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[T] [B] #369,157

@369,153 (D)
In more than one way, in more than one post.

+Anonymous G12.6 years ago, 2 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[T] [B] #369,159

drdrew-pinsky-283x340-1.jpg@OP

As a person suffering from autism, Autphag often thinks people across the Atlantic ocean are observing him constantly.

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