Topic: I had a psychiatrist's appointment yesterday in follow-up of my discharge from the ward
+Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs — 12.6 years ago #32,008
...where I was placed post-attempt.
Frankly, the guy seemed fairly uninterested in anything I had to say, nor was I terribly interested in telling him a great deal. A meeting has been arranged on the 31st, parties involved making it sound like a masonic grand round-table of conspirators --- well, it doesn't need to sound like it because it bloody well is. Dare they inveigh upon my life in any respect, and I think this is what the beady-eyed little kykiatrist failed to comprehend (or rather, knew and cared little enough to use this to his advantage in seeing my destruction), I will be left no choice but to attempt again. Especially if they plan to censor my mail for methods. It'll be rather violent, a prospect to which I'm no longer afraid, my fear was consumed by a horrific past that's never given more than a cursory and superficial consideration by these utter bastards.
To anyone who dares to defend that system's merits, you're either even more delusional than I am, or you've been lobotomized by psychotropics far too long to distinguish the sound of platitudes from a reality facing before your very mind's eye.
Frankly, the guy seemed fairly uninterested in anything I had to say, nor was I terribly interested in telling him a great deal. A meeting has been arranged on the 31st, parties involved making it sound like a masonic grand round-table of conspirators --- well, it doesn't need to sound like it because it bloody well is. Dare they inveigh upon my life in any respect, and I think this is what the beady-eyed little kykiatrist failed to comprehend (or rather, knew and cared little enough to use this to his advantage in seeing my destruction), I will be left no choice but to attempt again. Especially if they plan to censor my mail for methods. It'll be rather violent, a prospect to which I'm no longer afraid, my fear was consumed by a horrific past that's never given more than a cursory and superficial consideration by these utter bastards.
To anyone who dares to defend that system's merits, you're either even more delusional than I am, or you've been lobotomized by psychotropics far too long to distinguish the sound of platitudes from a reality facing before your very mind's eye.
(Edited 6 minutes later.)
+Morbid !vbsvhaneDY — 12.6 years ago, 4 minutes later[T] [B] #368,603
@OP> ...where I was placed post-attempt.
>
> Frankly, the guy seemed fairly uninterested in anything I had to say, nor was I terribly interested in telling him a great deal. A meeting has been arranged on the 31st, parties involved making it sound like a masonic grand round-table of conspirators --- well, it doesn't need to sound like it because it bloody well is. Dare they inveigh upon my life in any respect, and I think this is what the beady-eyed little kykiatrist failed to comprehend (or rather, knew and cared little enough to use this to his advantage in seeing my destruction), I will be left no choice but to attempt again. Especially if they plan to censor my mail for methods. It'll be rather violent, a prospect to which I'm no longer afraid, my fear was consumed by a horrific past that's never given more than a cursory and superficial consideration by these utter bastards.
LIES
·Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs (OP) — 12.6 years ago, 2 minutes later, 6 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #368,604
@previous (Morbid !vbsvhaneDY)
I've a facile tongue for philosophical pomobabble, that doesn't mean I've the imagination to massively lie about my life.
I've a facile tongue for philosophical pomobabble, that doesn't mean I've the imagination to massively lie about my life.
+Anonymous C — 12.6 years ago, 6 minutes later, 13 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #368,606
@OP> post-attempt
As a person suffering from autism, Nautphagina doesn't understand that one shouldn't attempt to perform gender corrective surgery on oneself. Disgusting. Here are you meds. Drink up, pal.
C̞̝̳̣̩̰̖i̫̤͈̥a̩̘o̜͕͚̞͔̹,͖̮ ̳̗̰̥T̼̻͍͙̥̮h̠̺͙̙̮e̟̰̤̰̜ͅ ̳D̩͕̥̟̖o̙̥c̩̘͍t̲͓̠o̗̻͕̭r.̘̘͎̟̮̣
·Morbid !vbsvhaneDY — 12.6 years ago, 1 minute later, 15 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #368,607
@368,604 (Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs)
> I've a facile tongue for philosophical pomobabble, that doesn't mean I've the imagination to massively lie about my life.
LIES
> I've a facile tongue for philosophical pomobabble, that doesn't mean I've the imagination to massively lie about my life.
LIES
·Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs (OP) — 12.6 years ago, 49 seconds later, 16 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #368,608
@368,606 (C)
Funny. Though with the amount of DPHM I took, the pain was dull enough that it might've been possible. I'm not totally sure about my technique though, going to have to look that up.
Fuck the proles like ADF and Robbie begging for money to do this. I've done plenty of other unspeakable things on my own. If I pull this off, I have justified my aristocratism.
Funny. Though with the amount of DPHM I took, the pain was dull enough that it might've been possible. I'm not totally sure about my technique though, going to have to look that up.
Fuck the proles like ADF and Robbie begging for money to do this. I've done plenty of other unspeakable things on my own. If I pull this off, I have justified my aristocratism.
·Anonymous C — 12.6 years ago, 9 minutes later, 25 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #368,611
@previous (Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs)As a person suffering from autism, Autphagina shouldn't have tried off-label treatment.
C̦̗̫̺̠̞͍i̥͉a͓̖͎͍̺̦̯o̼̯,͚̺ ̼̖Th͕̮e̤͈̭̜̼̰̳ ̬̱̳D̗̻̜̣̟̰̦o̲͍c̞̭̫t̗̮̺̖o̺r̲̱̤̰.̯̳͔̮̟̳͕
+Antikhristos !M6R0eWkIpk — 12.6 years ago, 33 minutes later, 58 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #368,622
> Why is my therapist disinterested in the plight of the aspergian hypermale neo-female revolution? He must be a member of the brainwashed glitterati drones enslaved by subliminal Judaic mind control media magick and unaware of his hand in mindlessly trying to foil the apotheosis of this spergian tranny uberfrau!
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·Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs (OP) — 12.6 years ago, 27 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #368,629
@previous (Antikhristos !M6R0eWkIpk)
> unaware of his hand
Nice one, almost didn't catch this, but he knows fine well what he's doing. He wants me to suffer bad irrespective of whether he gives a shit about my true motivations for this, the mortal coil in a defective world is a fitting punishment for an ideological renegade, naturally.
> unaware of his hand
Nice one, almost didn't catch this, but he knows fine well what he's doing. He wants me to suffer bad irrespective of whether he gives a shit about my true motivations for this, the mortal coil in a defective world is a fitting punishment for an ideological renegade, naturally.
·Antikhristos !M6R0eWkIpk — 12.6 years ago, 52 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[T] [B] #368,638
@previous (Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs)
I'm certain your therapist is actually a malicious MI5 agent hellbent on thwarting the spergian agenda that challenges the illuminati cattle caste's way of life.
I'm certain your therapist is actually a malicious MI5 agent hellbent on thwarting the spergian agenda that challenges the illuminati cattle caste's way of life.
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