Topic: Autphag killed himself with benzos and benadryl
+Morbid !vbsvhaneDY — 12.6 years ago #31,887
My ingredients arrived today; diclazepam and diphenhydramine. I’m going for the CNS-death route. It’ll take me a while to muster the courage, perhaps days, to finish myself off, but there’s no point mulling on here just to give me a distraction from the penultimate task. Farewell, and I mean that.
I didn't know that. Sucks. He didn't even suffer.
+Anonymous B — 12.6 years ago, 1 minute later[T] [B] #367,110
@OP
The drugs didn't kill him, he went on a spirit journey in the woods and re-emerged a beeyootiful woman.
The drugs didn't kill him, he went on a spirit journey in the woods and re-emerged a beeyootiful woman.
+Hello !KiTtY4Diw — 12.6 years ago, 17 minutes later, 18 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #367,118
@OP
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>
> I didn't know that. Sucks. He didn't even suffer.
Godspeed lil feller....godspeed..
>
My ingredients arrived today; diclazepam and diphenhydramine. I’m going for the CNS-death route. It’ll take me a while to muster the courage, perhaps days, to finish myself off, but there’s no point mulling on here just to give me a distraction from the penultimate task. Farewell, and I mean that.
>
> I didn't know that. Sucks. He didn't even suffer.
Godspeed lil feller....godspeed..
+Anonymous D — 12.6 years ago, 1 hour later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #367,157
@367,110 (B)
True. He was soul sick and found relief with a knife during a drug induced psychotic break.
His genitals might be mutilated but at least he's happy now. It still makes more sense than offing yourself
True. He was soul sick and found relief with a knife during a drug induced psychotic break.
His genitals might be mutilated but at least he's happy now. It still makes more sense than offing yourself
+ducky !MwWb.dJjRc — 12.6 years ago, 3 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #367,160
·Morbid !vbsvhaneDY (OP) — 12.6 years ago, 32 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[T] [B] #367,182
+FEISAR !j2YRl1Gddo — 12.6 years ago, 21 hours later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #367,674
Diclazepam... fucking YEEESSSSSSSSS
·Morbid !vbsvhaneDY (OP) — 12.6 years ago, 1 hour later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #367,680
@previous (FEISAR !j2YRl1Gddo)
I'm guessing his intent was to just OD on the diclazepam while not having any idea what was going on (diphenhydramine) and fucking up his heart rate? I'm a little confused because a lethal dose of diphenhydramine would be astronomical and diclazepam would just make him feel great. The drug interaction probably just fried his brain. He may very well be alive in a mental institution somewhere, rocking back and forth on the floor and drooling on himself.
I'm guessing his intent was to just OD on the diclazepam while not having any idea what was going on (diphenhydramine) and fucking up his heart rate? I'm a little confused because a lethal dose of diphenhydramine would be astronomical and diclazepam would just make him feel great. The drug interaction probably just fried his brain. He may very well be alive in a mental institution somewhere, rocking back and forth on the floor and drooling on himself.
+Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs — 12.6 years ago, 16 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #367,685
@previous (Morbid !vbsvhaneDY)
Would it be astronomical? A quick search had said, whilst looking this up before my attempt, that 1g should've been more than sufficient. But of course, my absorption will be impaired due to spastic gut. An overdose of as little as 2g should be virtually unsurvivable.
Would it be astronomical? A quick search had said, whilst looking this up before my attempt, that 1g should've been more than sufficient. But of course, my absorption will be impaired due to spastic gut. An overdose of as little as 2g should be virtually unsurvivable.
+Anonymous H — 12.6 years ago, 8 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #367,686
·Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs — 12.6 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #367,687
·Anonymous H — 12.6 years ago, 3 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #367,690
·Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs — 12.6 years ago, 3 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #367,691
@previous (H)
I'm the only one who could realistically have the password. Go seek therapy for your delusionally psychotic paranoia.
I'm the only one who could realistically have the password. Go seek therapy for your delusionally psychotic paranoia.
·Anonymous H — 12.6 years ago, 4 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #367,694
@previous (Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs)
Passwords are not infallible. Your voice is not. You will not do a recording because you are not autphag.
Passwords are not infallible. Your voice is not. You will not do a recording because you are not autphag.
·Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs — 12.6 years ago, 7 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #367,701
@previous (H)
> Password are not infallible. Your voice is not.
> That autistic use of negation.
C'mon, you're not even trying anymore.
> Password are not infallible. Your voice is not.
> That autistic use of negation.
C'mon, you're not even trying anymore.
·Anonymous H — 12.6 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #367,703
@previous (Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs)
> C'mon, you're not even trying anymore.
Anyone who reads this and believes autphag wrote it is a sucker.
> C'mon, you're not even trying anymore.
Anyone who reads this and believes autphag wrote it is a sucker.
·Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs — 12.6 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #367,704
@previous (H)
Then you must be autofellatiating yourself at the secret knowledge of your deliberate distruth.
Then you must be autofellatiating yourself at the secret knowledge of your deliberate distruth.
·Anonymous H — 12.6 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #367,706
@OP
> My ingredients arrived today; diclazepam and diphenhydramine.
Autphag posted his diclazepam had arrived. He had no good reason to lie. The fake autphag says the diclazepam didn't arrive. Why would he post he had it if he didn't? The real autphag is dead.
> My ingredients arrived today; diclazepam and diphenhydramine.
Autphag posted his diclazepam had arrived. He had no good reason to lie. The fake autphag says the diclazepam didn't arrive. Why would he post he had it if he didn't? The real autphag is dead.
·Anonymous H — 12.6 years ago, 35 seconds later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #367,707
·Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs — 12.6 years ago, 4 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #367,711
@367,706 (H)
The diclazepam never actually arrived but I was holding to the expectation it would, it didn't seem unreasonable hat the statement would be eventually rendered true (I make contingent/'white' lies a lot). Instead, the Jewish government's privatization of the mail service managed to fuck up winter season deliveries, resultantly, my package was in fact lost.
The diclazepam never actually arrived but I was holding to the expectation it would, it didn't seem unreasonable hat the statement would be eventually rendered true (I make contingent/'white' lies a lot). Instead, the Jewish government's privatization of the mail service managed to fuck up winter season deliveries, resultantly, my package was in fact lost.
·Morbid !vbsvhaneDY (OP) — 12.6 years ago, 10 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #367,722
@367,686 (H)
I know, and chances are if it didn't kill him as intended, he had no way of getting help from the outside world. So he rotted.
I know, and chances are if it didn't kill him as intended, he had no way of getting help from the outside world. So he rotted.
·Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs — 12.6 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #367,723
@previous (Morbid !vbsvhaneDY)
This is a stupid theory, especially when I'm handing your explanation on a platter.
Fucking subhuman tinfoil-brained mad-hatters need neuroleptic treatment.
This is a stupid theory, especially when I'm handing your explanation on a platter.
Fucking subhuman tinfoil-brained mad-hatters need neuroleptic treatment.
·Anonymous H — 12.6 years ago, 11 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #367,732
·Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs — 12.6 years ago, 7 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #367,738
·Anonymous H — 12.6 years ago, 16 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #367,750
·Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs — 12.6 years ago, 3 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #367,755
@previous (H)
Words, having meanings, are meant to convey relevant statements. There's nothing to expose, of course, because the truth had already demonstrated itself. Don't tell me you have a formal thought disorder too. Uh-oh, someone has first rank schizophrenia!
Words, having meanings, are meant to convey relevant statements. There's nothing to expose, of course, because the truth had already demonstrated itself. Don't tell me you have a formal thought disorder too. Uh-oh, someone has first rank schizophrenia!
·Anonymous H — 12.6 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #367,757
@previous (Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs)
You are a weak version of autphag. Nice try but you have failed.
You are a weak version of autphag. Nice try but you have failed.
·Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs — 12.6 years ago, 3 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #367,761
@previous (H)
You've a strong aversion to acknowledging the obvious similarities between Autphag and this nearly indistinguishable reincarnation.
You've a strong aversion to acknowledging the obvious similarities between Autphag and this nearly indistinguishable reincarnation.
·Anonymous H — 12.6 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #367,764
@previous (Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs)
It is the similarities that fool people but you cannot give any hard evidence that you are who you say you are.
It is the similarities that fool people but you cannot give any hard evidence that you are who you say you are.
·Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs — 12.6 years ago, 4 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #367,768
@previous (H)
If it were not for your autistic deficits in text voice detection (even Negi had spotted it), cognitive empathy and contextual instance-derivation from randoms (meaning your ability to get an instinctual feeling for stylistic forms is wanting), you'd be able to guess the rest of the similarities like everyone else has, away from the most explicit ones your mentally addled mind cannot, in its complete distrust of the figurative, regard as the rules they are instead of the exceptions you reason they must be by way of this distorted method of analysis you've concocted.
If it were not for your autistic deficits in text voice detection (even Negi had spotted it), cognitive empathy and contextual instance-derivation from randoms (meaning your ability to get an instinctual feeling for stylistic forms is wanting), you'd be able to guess the rest of the similarities like everyone else has, away from the most explicit ones your mentally addled mind cannot, in its complete distrust of the figurative, regard as the rules they are instead of the exceptions you reason they must be by way of this distorted method of analysis you've concocted.
·Anonymous H — 12.6 years ago, 5 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #367,772
@previous (Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs)
Why are you trying so hard to convince someone who doesn't matter? It's because you don't want these doubts to be raised. Autphag would never act this way.
Why are you trying so hard to convince someone who doesn't matter? It's because you don't want these doubts to be raised. Autphag would never act this way.
·Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs — 12.6 years ago, 9 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #367,776
@previous (H)
That's Hufschmid-tier aggregate motivation presumption. Not everyone thinks in those terms, that certainly wasn't what I had in mind because everyone matters about as equally in my view, before the trip I'd have viewed certain individuals as less valuable because they were inconvenient to the maintenance of my ego but, having suffered ego death in a fundamental way, I'm now instead just content with treating everyone as I'd like treated. Raise those doubts indeed, but I will continue calling out on their specious nature. You can't seem to grasp the natural change in people's personalities, attitude, and outlook within a reasonable range of individual differences over time, which is something even Hufschmid somehow, in all of his paranoid, managed. You truly have the worst of both autistic and schizophrenic worlds.
That's Hufschmid-tier aggregate motivation presumption. Not everyone thinks in those terms, that certainly wasn't what I had in mind because everyone matters about as equally in my view, before the trip I'd have viewed certain individuals as less valuable because they were inconvenient to the maintenance of my ego but, having suffered ego death in a fundamental way, I'm now instead just content with treating everyone as I'd like treated. Raise those doubts indeed, but I will continue calling out on their specious nature. You can't seem to grasp the natural change in people's personalities, attitude, and outlook within a reasonable range of individual differences over time, which is something even Hufschmid somehow, in all of his paranoid, managed. You truly have the worst of both autistic and schizophrenic worlds.
·Anonymous H — 12.6 years ago, 4 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #367,782
@previous (Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs)
Suddenly you have ego death? No. Nice try but nope. Your attempt is weak and it falls short. You may be able to convince Negi but nobody else is going to fall in that category.
Suddenly you have ego death? No. Nice try but nope. Your attempt is weak and it falls short. You may be able to convince Negi but nobody else is going to fall in that category.
+Anonymous I — 12.6 years ago, 56 seconds later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #367,783
+Negi Springfield !f1vueXiQRw — 12.6 years ago, 1 hour later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #367,852
@367,782 (H)
I'm really certain it's not someone pretending to be him. Everything about him is done perfectly by this person. The only thing that is a bit off is really the assumed gender thing, which I don't know what to believe on. I think he's legit though. I'm happy with that, so even if it's a fake, it's a very convincing and a lot of work went into it. I don't know one good reason why a person would do that, except for some silly internet 'ween' bullshit.
Autphag is a very unique and nuanced individual, with his own text voice and could not be done by anyone except trained professional CIA playboy scum.
I'm really certain it's not someone pretending to be him. Everything about him is done perfectly by this person. The only thing that is a bit off is really the assumed gender thing, which I don't know what to believe on. I think he's legit though. I'm happy with that, so even if it's a fake, it's a very convincing and a lot of work went into it. I don't know one good reason why a person would do that, except for some silly internet 'ween' bullshit.
Autphag is a very unique and nuanced individual, with his own text voice and could not be done by anyone except trained professional CIA playboy scum.
·Anonymous H — 12.6 years ago, 43 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #367,859
@previous (Negi Springfield !f1vueXiQRw)
> I don't know one good reason why a person would do that, except for some silly internet 'ween' bullshit.
You mean like posting a picture of their dick to get someone banned?
> I don't know one good reason why a person would do that, except for some silly internet 'ween' bullshit.
You mean like posting a picture of their dick to get someone banned?
+FEISAR !j2YRl1Gddo — 12.6 years ago, 16 hours later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #368,058
@367,711 (Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs)
How you know your diclazepam never arrived? I have a fuckin' huge benzo tolerance but man, diclaz gives me amnesia like a motherfucker so maybe you ate it all... also, why diclazepam and diphenhydramine? Shit nigga, that's not the best way to kill oneself.
How you know your diclazepam never arrived? I have a fuckin' huge benzo tolerance but man, diclaz gives me amnesia like a motherfucker so maybe you ate it all... also, why diclazepam and diphenhydramine? Shit nigga, that's not the best way to kill oneself.
·Anonymous B — 12.6 years ago, 1 hour later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #368,072
@367,772 (H)
Autphag would take this amount of time to tell someone that they're wrong about something, or even just to contradict people on every little point he could.
Autphag would take this amount of time to tell someone that they're wrong about something, or even just to contradict people on every little point he could.
·Morbid !vbsvhaneDY (OP) — 12.6 years ago, 4 hours later, 2 days after the original post[T] [B] #368,139
@368,058 (FEISAR !j2YRl1Gddo)
I remember talking with him (the real autphag) about it; the only purpose for taking the amount of diphenhydramine he did was for the intense delirium it causes. Assuming he timed everything right, he was severely delirious when actually ODing.
I remember talking with him (the real autphag) about it; the only purpose for taking the amount of diphenhydramine he did was for the intense delirium it causes. Assuming he timed everything right, he was severely delirious when actually ODing.
·Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs — 12.6 years ago, 10 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[T] [B] #368,143
+Anonymous L — 12.6 years ago, 9 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[T] [B] #368,147
@previous (Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs)
And I hope he tries it again.
I believe he was trolling then, and I believe he's trolling now.
And I hope he tries it again.
I believe he was trolling then, and I believe he's trolling now.
·Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs — 12.6 years ago, 1 minute later, 2 days after the original post[T] [B] #368,150
·Anonymous L — 12.6 years ago, 5 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[T] [B] #368,152
·Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs — 12.6 years ago, 22 seconds later, 2 days after the original post[T] [B] #368,153
·Morbid !vbsvhaneDY (OP) — 12.6 years ago, 14 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[T] [B] #368,177
@368,143 (Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs)
Until you can offer a better explaination, I'm going to assume that I am correct.
Until you can offer a better explaination, I'm going to assume that I am correct.
·Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs — 12.6 years ago, 1 minute later, 2 days after the original post[T] [B] #368,179
@previous (Morbid !vbsvhaneDY)
You do that anyway. You've the brain of a living fossil, but that by no means predicates trans-anything, freakish negroidal pseudoqueer.
You do that anyway. You've the brain of a living fossil, but that by no means predicates trans-anything, freakish negroidal pseudoqueer.
·Anonymous H — 12.6 years ago, 1 minute later, 2 days after the original post[T] [B] #368,180
·Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs — 12.6 years ago, 10 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[T] [B] #368,192
@previous (H)
The worst thing that could feed a drug addict's delusions is for anonymous randoms to chime in.
His mind's fucked up as it is.
The worst thing that could feed a drug addict's delusions is for anonymous randoms to chime in.
His mind's fucked up as it is.
·Anonymous H — 12.6 years ago, 5 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[T] [B] #368,198
@previous (Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs)
This conversation is about an ex user who went by the name autphag. He killed himself.
This conversation is about an ex user who went by the name autphag. He killed himself.
·Morbid !vbsvhaneDY (OP) — 12.6 years ago, 52 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[T] [B] #368,238
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