Topic: I don't know what to do. I feel at such a loss.
+Dr. Autphag !FaiGWhdD4g — 12.9 years ago #26,919
The emotional backlash from abrogating my friendship with this American sperg I talked to pretty in-depth about politics and philosophy has hit me quite hard and what's worse, since he's practically a machine himself, he probably still doesn't get the implications of what I was trying to get across with that gesture and instead of interpreting for what it is. he has probably gone on full self-victimization and persecution mode while sperging to his semi-retarded friends about the event. This just makes me realize how much of a scumbag he actually is, and I know this is what he does, because at the instigation of somebody who clearly wasn't a sperg - a femalewhore no less - trying to infiltrate the community, completely oblivious to him and impervious to his grasp, he threw one of his closest femalewhore sperg friends - more of a sperg than aforementioned femalewhore, who I still see as a victim to the forementioned femalewhore's sly wiles - under the bus.
He's an intelligent guy, but a thesaurus abuser (we're talking unintelligable schizoid salads which make my screeds look Shakespearean, and my spelling look like an impeccable Merriam-Websterian lexicographer's) and over-estimates his level of talent, such Dunning-Kruger effect made worse since he took some sperg quiz; lacks social self-awareness and substitutes his paranoid borderline-psychosis for a social 'insight' over the world. One funny anecdote; a mullato came to his house, the mullato was too quick in interjecting a comment before the sperg finished what he say saying, so instead of what most folk would do, brush it off and return to the subject, he cried, whined, and moaned about how the mullato 'obviously doesn't care' about him, showing how much of a narcissistic, self-absorbed beta retard he is. Beyond being my personal professor- I'm done anyway, he's all out of new knowledge to divulge, I've heard each one of his sermons at least thrice over - he really was a cunt to me, I hope the worst of misfortune befalls him before he rots in hell.
He's an intelligent guy, but a thesaurus abuser (we're talking unintelligable schizoid salads which make my screeds look Shakespearean, and my spelling look like an impeccable Merriam-Websterian lexicographer's) and over-estimates his level of talent, such Dunning-Kruger effect made worse since he took some sperg quiz; lacks social self-awareness and substitutes his paranoid borderline-psychosis for a social 'insight' over the world. One funny anecdote; a mullato came to his house, the mullato was too quick in interjecting a comment before the sperg finished what he say saying, so instead of what most folk would do, brush it off and return to the subject, he cried, whined, and moaned about how the mullato 'obviously doesn't care' about him, showing how much of a narcissistic, self-absorbed beta retard he is. Beyond being my personal professor
+Anonymous B — 12.9 years ago, 2 minutes later[T] [B] #316,644
@OP
I'm not hungry for autistic mad salad today. I'll skip this meal.
I'm not hungry for autistic mad salad today. I'll skip this meal.
+HaikerensGuide !dBGi/iH4eY — 12.9 years ago, 16 seconds later, 2 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #316,645
·Dr. Autphag !FaiGWhdD4g (OP) — 12.9 years ago, 3 minutes later, 5 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #316,647
@316,644 (B)
I have more courtesy than to say "Hi [full name of said friend.]" Well, in so far as it doxxes me by association. I've told him he's free to do that, I regret getting so close to the fucker, he has so few scruples he's probably disseminated all manner of secrets about me.
And if that is you, fuck you.
I have more courtesy than to say "Hi [full name of said friend.]" Well, in so far as it doxxes me by association. I've told him he's free to do that, I regret getting so close to the fucker, he has so few scruples he's probably disseminated all manner of secrets about me.
And if that is you, fuck you.
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+The Doctor !7MHPahvoGY — 12.9 years ago, 2 minutes later, 8 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #316,650
·Anonymous B — 12.9 years ago, 2 minutes later, 10 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #316,651
·Dr. Autphag !FaiGWhdD4g (OP) — 12.9 years ago, 1 minute later, 11 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #316,652
·Anonymous B — 12.9 years ago, 2 minutes later, 14 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #316,653
+Anonymous E — 12.9 years ago, 1 minute later, 15 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #316,655
> He's an intelligent guy, but a thesaurus abuser and over-estimates his level of talent, such Dunning-Kruger effect made worse since he took some sperg quiz; lacks social self-awareness and substitutes his paranoid borderline-psychosis for a social 'insight' over the world.
Are you definitely sure you're not talking about yourself here?
Are you definitely sure you're not talking about yourself here?
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·Anonymous E — 12.9 years ago, 59 seconds later, 16 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #316,656
Also, I thought you detached from people easily?
·Dr. Autphag !FaiGWhdD4g (OP) — 12.9 years ago, 51 seconds later, 17 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #316,657
@316,655 (E)
No because I'm thick as two bricks, my eloquence is all that I have going for me, and my ego is in complete inverse proportion to what little talents I may possess, it's probably inverse to any positively extant value; in other words, my ego died long ago. I have social self-awareness but I know my observations are trite and pathetic.
No because I'm thick as two bricks, my eloquence is all that I have going for me, and my ego is in complete inverse proportion to what little talents I may possess, it's probably inverse to any positively extant value; in other words, my ego died long ago. I have social self-awareness but I know my observations are trite and pathetic.
·Dr. Autphag !FaiGWhdD4g (OP) — 12.9 years ago, 35 seconds later, 17 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #316,658
@316,656 (E)
I've been friends with him longer than I can say I've really had any sort of connection with my mother, which was only ever a sporadic arrangement.
I've been friends with him longer than I can say I've really had any sort of connection with my mother, which was only ever a sporadic arrangement.
·Anonymous E — 12.9 years ago, 1 minute later, 19 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #316,659
@316,657 (Dr. Autphag !FaiGWhdD4g)
Yeah, that's all fair enough actually.
@previous (Dr. Autphag !FaiGWhdD4g)
Is there a word missing here? That doesn't quite make sense.
Yeah, that's all fair enough actually.
@previous (Dr. Autphag !FaiGWhdD4g)
Is there a word missing here? That doesn't quite make sense.
·Dr. Autphag !FaiGWhdD4g (OP) — 12.9 years ago, 2 minutes later, 22 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #316,661
@previous (E)
Looks fine to me. Might it be to do with the fact I've used the same contraction twice?
Also really, fuck you for agreeing with my self-asessment. Everyone outside here, even himself until some point, seems to think my self-image is harsh, negative and "lacks confidence," that's why I can count on the imageboard to cast an objective perspective on the situation, more than any conscience-patting liberal hypocrite or fairweather friend would ever do.
Looks fine to me. Might it be to do with the fact I've used the same contraction twice?
Also really, fuck you for agreeing with my self-asessment. Everyone outside here, even himself until some point, seems to think my self-image is harsh, negative and "lacks confidence," that's why I can count on the imageboard to cast an objective perspective on the situation, more than any conscience-patting liberal hypocrite or fairweather friend would ever do.
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·Anonymous E — 12.9 years ago, 2 minutes later, 24 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #316,662
@previous (Dr. Autphag !FaiGWhdD4g)
Oh no, you're right, I was read it as you've been friends with him longer than you can say, then it kind of jumped into something about your mother. Obviously you're saying you were friends with him longer than you had a connection with your mother. Don't know why my brain parsed it in that weird way lol.
Oh no, you're right, I was read it as you've been friends with him longer than you can say, then it kind of jumped into something about your mother. Obviously you're saying you were friends with him longer than you had a connection with your mother. Don't know why my brain parsed it in that weird way lol.
·The Doctor !7MHPahvoGY — 12.9 years ago, 35 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #316,666
@316,661 (Dr. Autphag !FaiGWhdD4g)As a person suffering from autism, Autphag becomes visibly upset when people make him aware of the fact that the entire world is not his personal hugbox.
·Dr. Autphag !FaiGWhdD4g (OP) — 12.9 years ago, 3 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #316,667
@previous (The Doctor !7MHPahvoGY)
I'm not the one who voluntarily asks for it to become hugbox. You hugbox autistics on purpose to make sure they never develop a self-consciousness, per the goals of psychiatry.
I'm not the one who voluntarily asks for it to become hugbox. You hugbox autistics on purpose to make sure they never develop a self-consciousness, per the goals of psychiatry.
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