Topic: High School Trauma
+Anonymous A — 13 years ago #26,643
So. High-school's started. Big fucking hooray. Another year of stupid, shallow cunt and assholes that I have to cope with. Another year of playing invisible man. Do you know what invisible man is? No? I'll clarify what invisible fucking man is. I spend all of my day walking around the classroom like a ghost (read:invisible man, they call me ghost sometimes) while everybody else (including myself, as of lately, since I reckoned it was fun) pretends I'm not there. See, just like a fucking invisible man, I told you!I spend the past 12 years performing the exact same routine continuously.
They won't let me rest. They are talking and talking and talking. About partys and boyfriend and make-ups and all that shallow cunt shit. There is NO silence. I cannot hear my fucking thoughts. I cannot rest. I cannot sleep at nights. And when I'm not invisible man, everybody is treating me like shit.
It's been 18 years since I was born. All of my dreams have crumbled. I have 0.0 friends. My overall friends that I've ever had cumulates into 0.0. That stupid bitch mother of mine broke my nerves to the ground and now I'm laughing incontrollably and can't focus on anything like I'm retard or shit. She keeps pissing me off and I can't even keep my door closed fuck if I knew it was her who was the cause of my sharp and constant stress I would have gutted the cunt by now NO I WANNA KEEP THE KNIFE FOR MYSELF!
But I don't want to dirt the knife with her, I wanna keep it to myself!
Guess what happened. The other fucking day I was walking across the school yard. You know, walking. And there's this chick from some other class, that I knew. And she says hello. Hello. And I say hello. But guess what happened next. Guess what fucking happened next? She wasn't talking to me, she was talking to the guy behind me. And I could have sweared, the fucking cunt eyed me for a split-second! And I said hello and she just ignored me I felt like a last shit I wanna gut the fucking cunt to the bone! I usually don't fall for this shit, but the cunt tricked me, I sweared!
I call my vacations "sensory deprivation and cunt" .Wanna know how I spend my vacations? Three fucking months stuck inside house, never going out, because they'll bully me to death if I go out! And that bitch mother doesn't let me rest, always "you have to do that, you have to fucking eat that!". See, just like a sensory deprivation room, except there's also a cunt pissing me off!
I wanna gut myself but I don't have the guts.
And all of this and I'm just 18! How am I gonna be like at 28? Hopefully I won't, because I die!
I hope I gut myself today. Wish me all the best and tell me something that will hopefully convince myself to gut myself.
This will also work on your benefit, since I logically won't post anything when I'm dead.
OR ELSE I HAVE TO STAND ANOTHER HIGH-SCHOOL DAY THINKING ABOUT WHAT AWESUME WOULD IT WERE TO COULD HAVE GUTTED MYSELF WHEN I HAVE NOT!
That is all.
+FuckAlms !vX8K53rFBI — 13 years ago, 13 minutes later[T] [B] #313,693
Well if you wanna know what its like in the mind of an alpha, just chug a bottle of everclear. You'll have all the balls in the state until your liver shuts down.
+Anti — 13 years ago, 44 minutes later, 58 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #313,696
Lolwut
·FuckAlms !vX8K53rFBI — 13 years ago, 1 minute later, 59 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #313,697
·Anti — 13 years ago, 34 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #313,698
·FuckAlms !vX8K53rFBI — 13 years ago, 7 hours later, 9 hours after the original post[T] [B] #313,730
+Boss !7VhmQiko8M — 13 years ago, 2 hours later, 11 hours after the original post[T] [B] #313,768
+HOLLY J SINCLAIR-DEGRASSI SHOW — 13 years ago, 3 hours later, 15 hours after the original post[T] [B] #313,814
STUPID FUCKING FAILURE SCREWUP BOY I WILL STAB YOU IN THE EYES CUTTING YOUR EYES OUT OF YOUR SOCKETS SLICING DOWN TWO BLOODED WOUNDS DOWN YOUR CHEEKS THEN IAM GOING TO CUT YOUR NOSE OUT OF YOUR NOSTRILS&LIPS OFF YOUR MOUTH AFTER THAT IAM GOING TO SHAVE YOUR HEAD BALD&STAB SEVERAL WOUNDS ALL OVER YOUR SCALP AFTER THAT IAM GOING TO BLOW ALL MY SNOT ON YOUR COCK WHILE I HOARK ALOT ON YOUR COCK VOMIT ALOT ON YOUR BALLS&COCK EJACULATE ALOT PISS ALOT&SHIT ALOT ALL OVER YOUR FUCKING HEAD&WHEN IAM DONE I"LL SEAL UP YOUR EYE SOCKETS WITH MY EJCAULATION PISS&POOP INCLUDING YOUR NOSTRILS&LIPS WITH IT WHEN IAM DONE ALL THAT YOU WILL LOOK LIKE A HARLEQUIN POO-POO CLOWN THEN I"LL TAKE PICTURE OF YOU LIKE THAT&MAIL IT TO YOUR GIRLFRIEND&ALL YOUR OTHER FRIENDS TO THIS FUCKING HALLOWEEN SO YOUR FRIENDS WILL COME TRICK OR TREATING TO SEE YOU LIKE THAT ON HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
·HOLLY J SINCLAIR-DEGRASSI SHOW — 13 years ago, 30 seconds later, 15 hours after the original post[T] [B] #313,815
@previous (HOLLY J SINCLAIR-DEGRASSI SHOW )
> STUPID FUCKING FAILURE SCREWUP BOY I WILL STAB YOU IN THE EYES CUTTING YOUR EYES OUT OF YOUR SOCKETS SLICING DOWN TWO BLOODED WOUNDS DOWN YOUR CHEEKS THEN IAM GOING TO CUT YOUR NOSE OUT OF YOUR NOSTRILS&LIPS OFF YOUR MOUTH AFTER THAT IAM GOING TO SHAVE YOUR HEAD BALD&STAB SEVERAL WOUNDS ALL OVER YOUR SCALP AFTER THAT IAM GOING TO BLOW ALL MY SNOT ON YOUR COCK WHILE I HOARK ALOT ON YOUR COCK VOMIT ALOT ON YOUR BALLS&COCK EJACULATE ALOT PISS ALOT&SHIT ALOT ALL OVER YOUR FUCKING HEAD&WHEN IAM DONE I"LL SEAL UP YOUR EYE SOCKETS WITH MY EJCAULATION PISS&POOP INCLUDING YOUR NOSTRILS&LIPS WITH IT WHEN IAM DONE ALL THAT YOU WILL LOOK LIKE A HARLEQUIN POO-POO CLOWN THEN I"LL TAKE PICTURE OF YOU LIKE THAT&MAIL IT TO YOUR GIRLFRIEND&ALL YOUR OTHER FRIENDS TO THIS FUCKING HALLOWEEN SO YOUR FRIENDS WILL COME TRICK OR TREATING TO SEE YOU LIKE THAT ON HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
> STUPID FUCKING FAILURE SCREWUP BOY I WILL STAB YOU IN THE EYES CUTTING YOUR EYES OUT OF YOUR SOCKETS SLICING DOWN TWO BLOODED WOUNDS DOWN YOUR CHEEKS THEN IAM GOING TO CUT YOUR NOSE OUT OF YOUR NOSTRILS&LIPS OFF YOUR MOUTH AFTER THAT IAM GOING TO SHAVE YOUR HEAD BALD&STAB SEVERAL WOUNDS ALL OVER YOUR SCALP AFTER THAT IAM GOING TO BLOW ALL MY SNOT ON YOUR COCK WHILE I HOARK ALOT ON YOUR COCK VOMIT ALOT ON YOUR BALLS&COCK EJACULATE ALOT PISS ALOT&SHIT ALOT ALL OVER YOUR FUCKING HEAD&WHEN IAM DONE I"LL SEAL UP YOUR EYE SOCKETS WITH MY EJCAULATION PISS&POOP INCLUDING YOUR NOSTRILS&LIPS WITH IT WHEN IAM DONE ALL THAT YOU WILL LOOK LIKE A HARLEQUIN POO-POO CLOWN THEN I"LL TAKE PICTURE OF YOU LIKE THAT&MAIL IT TO YOUR GIRLFRIEND&ALL YOUR OTHER FRIENDS TO THIS FUCKING HALLOWEEN SO YOUR FRIENDS WILL COME TRICK OR TREATING TO SEE YOU LIKE THAT ON HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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+Anonymous F — 13 years ago, 7 minutes later, 15 hours after the original post[T] [B] #313,820
You're 18. Start over somewhere else. This time, don't FUCK IT UP.
·FuckAlms !vX8K53rFBI — 13 years ago, 5 minutes later, 15 hours after the original post[T] [B] #313,825
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