Topic: CISPA Protest Date Has Got Me REALLY Upset!
+Eels !outYoUYoU. — 13.4 years ago #21,837
It's basically the same deal as SOPA from last year but WHY did people have to choose Monday which is MY BIRTHDAY?! I am sick and probably will not go out and now people are expected NOT to use the internet on THAT day?! That means what few people I talk to who WILL do the protest will wish me a happy BELATED birthday which is like saying, "Oh you are not important." That's pretty offensive if you ask me. Why not just say you forgot it? I am truly angered that now I'll basically be all alone AND sick on my birthday! Sorry. I just had to rant here.+Anonymous B — 13.4 years ago, 13 minutes later[T] [B] #262,948
Sorry buddy.
·Eels !outYoUYoU. (OP) — 13.4 years ago, 12 minutes later, 26 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #262,951
@previous (B)It's like life is telling me that I don't deserve to happy and WANTS me to die alone! Sorry for being harsh but this whole thing has got me upset. Seriously, the protest is basically life's way of saying I'm not special and that it WANTS me to die alone! It's like it literally kicked sand in my face and THEN threw salt, metal shards, AND glass at it as well! I feel your birthday is the one day you really SHOULD be special as it only comes once a year. And I have major rejection issues and I often wonder if I'm special enough for someone to want me. I mean is it REALLY that wrong to want to feel special once in a while? Even for a day? I can't really explain it but the day people chose for the protest just bothers me. I'm sorry for the way I sound on this thread but I am truly disturbed by this. I seriously don't see myself as special that for a while I was actually wanting to develop an eating disorder so people would "like" me. That is basically how low my self-esteem has gotten. I actually think that by being really skinny would make people want to be with me. I have a lot of issues with thoughts i get in my mind. And I haven't really been hugged in a LOOOOOOOOOOOONG time with the exception of my Grandma. I just always am afarid what few people that talk to me will eventually run away screaming from me as soon as they REALLY get to know me. Been paranoid of rejection since I was a kid and being alone terrifies me. I just feel that a birthday is the day where it IS your own special day and that people acknowledge youe existence and not really ignore you all together if they know you.
+Anonymous C — 13.4 years ago, 4 minutes later, 30 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #262,953
It's because of autism.
·Eels !outYoUYoU. (OP) — 13.4 years ago, 2 weeks later, 2 weeks after the original post[T] [B] #270,077
+FuckAlms !vX8K53rFBI — 13.4 years ago, 5 hours later, 2 weeks after the original post[T] [B] #270,211
> being on time for my birthday is more important than stopping Orwellian warnings from coming true(Edited 1 minute later.)
+ducky !LZ0E5ojVGY — 13.4 years ago, 3 hours later, 2 weeks after the original post[T] [B] #270,229
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