Topic: Serious question.
+Anonymous A — 13.5 years ago #20,539
I'm begging you, please no jokes or anything like that. Please, just... be serious.
I've been wanting to die since I was ten, but I've been waiting because I know I need to be punished because I deserve it for being worthless and ugly. However, I'm tired of waiting. I'm weak and a coward. I don't want to wait anymore. So, what is the most effective and convenient way of killing oneself? I was thinking of handcuffing myself and putting a plastic bag over my head. Is that a sure fire way of doing it? Or when I just be brain dead or something? I need something I can easily get my hands on and something that I know for a fact I won't survive. Pain isn't much of an issue, but I would prefer it to not be too painful, because I would think if it was too painful... my survival impulse would kick in. For example, stabbing myself in the stomach. Thought about it and had the knife, but I just couldn't do it. Not because of the pain or because I didn't want to die, it's just... my survival mechanism wouldn't allow it. Is there anything I can do to lower my survival mechanism? For example, drinking or taking pills?
I'm not going to do it right now. I'm just making plans. I'm not emotionally unhinged. I'm fine. I'm just making plans. I did some research, but most of the tips suck. I know you guys are smart, so I know you know of sure fire ways of killing someone. That came out wrong. I'm not saying you are murderers or anything. I'm just saying I know you guys know your stuff.
Just be serious with me. I will forever be thankful. This is really important to me. It's my one true desire. I haven't wanted anything, but that since I was ten. I've been waiting and waiting. I don't want to wait anymore. And don't worry, I will be clearing my cookies before I do it. So, no one will get in trouble. Not that my family and anyone would care enough to do that.
So, any tips?
+philo !b/xUqSUIiU — 13.5 years ago, 2 minutes later[T] [B] #249,383
do not not expect anyone to read that.
and i suggest you seek help - find a girl.
or maybe guy if that is how you play.
+Anonymous C — 13.5 years ago, 1 minute later, 4 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #249,384
How much money do you have?
+Dead !Pool..v42s — 13.5 years ago, 16 minutes later, 20 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #249,388
Wow, my ex to a T
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