Doctor Jeremy is the only person more dangerous as a babysitter than DerPigRoaster. Well maybe Fritzl.

Chat History with toomanynames | jh (#c0rrupt2thecore/$[redacted];48f433658a5ae0c4)
Created on 2010-12-15 14:19:05.
2010-12-11
toomanynames: 15:36:58
jh
toomanynames: 15:37:00
hello
toomanynames: 15:37:06
,mr ac
toomanynames: 15:37:07
wtf
[redacted]: 15:37:19
Greetings. What’s up?
toomanynames: 15:37:28
hello i am somewhat drunk
toomanynames: 15:37:36
i am a pedophile
[redacted]: 15:37:39
Oooh, what are you drinking?
[redacted]: 15:37:52
Nahhhhhh.
toomanynames: 15:37:53
no i havde just got back fro m the pub
[redacted]: 15:38:02
Well, then what did you drink?
toomanynames: 15:38:19
stella, redbull and vodk
toomanynames: 15:38:20
a
[redacted]: 15:38:35
sure is woman in here
toomanynames: 15:38:57
what would you do if you were attrascted to children
toomanynames: 15:39:00
i am depressed
toomanynames: 15:39:08
i want a shota :(
toomanynames: 15:39:20
inb4 kill self etc
[redacted]: 15:39:22
Well, it’s never really going to go anywhere...
[redacted]: 15:39:29
Nah, serious advice.
[redacted]: 15:40:12
It’s just an obsession, a fixation. You’ve managed to convince yourself that it’s arousing and over time you’ve conditioned yourself to respond to it.
toomanynames: 15:40:26
no
[redacted]: 15:40:48
Nah?
toomanynames: 15:41:26
it runs a lot deeper than that, before i even realized i was sexually attracted to botys,i used to be facinated by them , uyh its hard to explain but i have always paied more attentoion to them
toomanynames: 15:41:31
that is nonsense
[redacted]: 15:42:03
No, it makes sense.
toomanynames: 15:42:38
i have been delaing with this for the last few years of my life, i believe i am correct in this
toomanynames: 15:42:54
it makes sense but it isnt nessesarily true
[redacted]: 15:43:22
Oh, I was saying what you said made sense. I suppose you were telling me I had written nonsense.
[redacted]: 15:43:26
You are drunk ;-)
toomanynames: 15:43:36
ok
toomanynames: 15:43:39
buy
toomanynames: 15:43:46
you did not answer my wquestion
toomanynames: 15:43:52
WTF KIND OF FIRST NAME IS [REDACTED] WTF JESUS
[redacted]: 15:44:15
It’s... American? I don’t know.
[redacted]: 15:44:22
What was your question, then? What would I do?
toomanynames: 15:44:26
yes
[redacted]: 15:44:51
I’d discuss it with a psychologist, make friends with a woman, and try to understand how I can relate to them.
toomanynames: 15:45:19
bulllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll
toomanynames: 15:45:46
implying you woulr ed not have se x with the childhood version of me (tiny yotoaster
[redacted]: 15:47:13
There is a lot more to life than sexual gratification.
[redacted]: 15:47:41
I fixate on it, too, at times, but I have realized that the real beauty of it is a mutual exchange between two people.
toomanynames: 15:48:07
pedophilia isnot just sexual
[redacted]: 15:48:26
I know; “mutual exchange” is not just about sex.
[redacted]: 15:48:44
That’s surely possible with young boys/girls, I suppose, but I don’t find people drastically younger than me to be equal partners emotionally, socially, physically, intellectually, et cetera.
[redacted]: 15:50:57
That’s where the attraction really lies, for me.
toomanynames: 15:52:22
obviously ythey arent, but idk FUCK. i went to the beach and i was fuckign attracted to all of the little boyts,w eather or not you are too you have to agree they are very asthetically pleasing. anyway after that i decided to try it on with a girl (which i did, sucesfully) but fuck, adults are peices of shit i kwould like a tyoung boy :| why is the assumptoion always that it is onyly for sex and shit............ i want nan equal give and take consentual relationship with a child, i guess thats too much to ask but then wtf am i to do with my life? i can'et even work with children bwcause i have a bunch of convictions for kmaking chidl pornography
[redacted]: 15:53:13
Well, clearly you have some issues with socializing. You’ve convinced yourself that everybody around you will lead to pain.
[redacted]: 15:53:32
Here, I’ll get a psychological test I did from when I was 19 years old. It has interesting tidbits
[redacted]: 15:55:44
Read this in greater detail when you’re sober, I suppose.
[redacted]: 15:55:47
It starts here: [redacted]mcmi2.gif
[redacted]: 15:56:01
Interesting graphs: [redacted]mcmi3.gif
[redacted]: 15:56:27
And then these two pages specifically have interesting reads about how I had closed myself off through habits: [redacted]mcmi4.gif
[redacted]: 15:56:31
[redacted]mcmi5.gif
toomanynames: 15:57:08
ushit nigga
[redacted]: 15:57:14
What?
[redacted]: 15:57:29
There’s interesting things that you might relate to...
[redacted]: 15:58:11
“Unable to gain the skills for overcoming his deficits or for attracting the support of others, and finding that his fantasies provide little respite from his low self-esteem, he may turn against himself, expressing feelings of unworthiness and uselessness.”
toomanynames: 15:58:18
after reading hthe report done on myself by a forensic phsycyatist however the fuck thats spelt last year ir eally have no respect for any of that nonsense
toomanynames: 15:58:27
s
toomanynames: 15:58:27
im studing psycology anywaydd
[redacted]: 15:58:30
okay
[redacted]: 15:58:38
Well, maybe you just didn’t have a valid profile?
[redacted]: 15:59:06
My profile was very accurate, but only because I wilfully disclose things and I was accurate about it.
[redacted]: 15:59:17
shit in = shit out
toomanynames: 15:59:57
he wrote in the report i told him he was a "prosecution mouth peice" :D so true
[redacted]: 16:00:16
Yeah, exactly---it was adversarial.
toomanynames: 16:00:23
shit nigga
[redacted]: 16:00:43
I had a great relationship with my psychologist. It was somewhat supportive, but just trusting, open, and without shame.
[redacted]: 16:01:06
That was a female, too. I’ve had both males and females, and I think I benefit from a female counselor who is somewhat motherly.
toomanynames: 16:02:00
,my name is [redacted] and i have had numerous phsycological profiles made of myself despite it being completley unnessesaty
[redacted]: 16:02:39
Numerous? Unnecessary?
[redacted]: 16:03:06
That’s the only profile, and I used to be entirely pathetic, socially, academically, and emotionally.
toomanynames: 16:03:20
> implying that has changed :D
[redacted]: 16:03:25
derp
[redacted]: 16:03:34
employed at $70,000 a year
toomanynames: 16:03:36
stop flaming me on tc you asshole
[redacted]: 16:03:47
in a 5-year relationship and happily married
[redacted]: 16:03:58
graduated cum laude from a good university
toomanynames: 16:04:07
-
toomanynames: 16:04:07
her0
toomanynames: 16:04:10
-p
[redacted]: 16:04:14
I’d say that I’m pretty well adjusted, now ;-)
[redacted]: 16:04:20
And yes, flaming you on TC is easy.
toomanynames: 16:04:38
make a shota and post him to me <ss type="mmm">(mm)</ss>
toomanynames: 16:05:21
plz
[redacted]: 16:08:56
Oh, okay.
toomanynames: 16:09:11
im serious :(
toomanynames: 16:10:17
hello
toomanynames: 16:10:36
i asked a oboy today earlier if he would give me a hug he said no :( fbm
[redacted]: 16:11:54
How old was that girl? Was she even your girlfriend or did you just go on a date and be done with it?
toomanynames: 16:12:24
17, yes she was
[redacted]: 16:13:03
Well, cool.
[redacted]: 16:13:19
Keep at it... relationships are difficult and you exposure yourself to a lot of pain.
[redacted]: 16:13:36
At least just try some kind, respectful friendship with a woman your age.
[redacted]: 16:13:40
lolwoman
toomanynames: 16:14:02
decided i prefer teh cawk
toomanynames: 16:14:28
a nd
toomanynames: 16:14:30
brah
toomanynames: 16:14:30
> was
toomanynames: 16:14:33
shit
toomanynames: 16:14:34
fbm
[redacted]: 16:14:41
well then sure, fuck some dudes
[redacted]: 16:15:32
and/or suck some dick
[redacted]: 16:15:45
but build it on top of social/emotional support
toomanynames: 16:16:20
gay men are less attractive to me than women, i only like boys. it has taken a long time to detirmine this but it is true and i wish it was not the case, but it is.
[redacted]: 16:17:00
okay, then find a female who you can be your beard
toomanynames: 16:17:21
my beard?
[redacted]: 16:17:50
http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=beard
toomanynames: 16:19:32
i dont need to pretend im straight
toomanynames: 16:22:23
do you really think that would benifit my state of mind? to have someone pretend im their boyfriend? wtf? are you homophobic?
[redacted]: 16:23:11
I’ve already told you that my best friend is gay, I cried at his domestic partnership ceremony, and I vote for gay rights.
[redacted]: 16:23:53
I’m not outright saying you should pretend to be straight, but a female friend your age might at least help you find a more positive social outlook
toomanynames: 16:24:28
i believe that i will only truely be happy when i wake up with an 8 year old boy next to me
[redacted]: 16:25:11
well then you’re destined for a life of pain, rejection, isolation, and anger
toomanynames: 16:26:39
thanks, very comforting
[redacted]: 16:27:46
<3
toomanynames: 16:31:56
jesus fucking christ you motherfucking asshole why the fuck can't i find a gay little boy and live with him wtf WHY is that so fucking unreasonable what the fuck why is this all my fucking problem jesus fuck yyou go d dam n asshole cant believe this shit dammit fucking shit
[redacted]: 16:32:27
well then you’re destined for a life of pain, rejection, isolation, and anger
toomanynames: 16:33:24
are you a broken record
[redacted]: 16:34:13
I am a wizard™
toomanynames: 16:34:35
fuck off i am trying to get afdvice about my life and you ar ejust trolling go to hell for real
[redacted]: 16:34:52
I gave you plenty of advice and tips and even opened up about some personal stuff.
[redacted]: 16:35:00
my advice was genuine
toomanynames: 16:35:56
your advice consists of try and find a girl to pretend is your girlfriend, and enjoy a shitty life because you are fucked. thanks a lot, man. you ar e no better than bill orrilley, no youre worse
[redacted]: 16:36:11
No, no, no.
[redacted]: 16:36:19
That’s not at all what I said.
[redacted]: 16:36:47
I said be friends with a kind woman who is supportive and motherly, and you might finally find some inner emotional peace.
[redacted]: 16:36:59
Or, hell, do that with a man... but you seem to hate men your age.
toomanynames: 16:37:11
i do. i want a shota.
[redacted]: 16:37:27
You are a broken record.
toomanynames: 16:37:55
nah, i didn't repeat verbatim what i said befoere. i dont like men my own age, i like young boys
[redacted]: 16:40:15
http://motherless.com/GAAD8CE3/AAD8C57
toomanynames: 16:40:41
gross
toomanynames: 16:40:47
i bet that's you
toomanynames: 16:41:42
wtf
toomanynames: 16:41:45
do you fap to this
2010-12-15
toomanynames: 13:54:28
[redacted], scat porn star
[redacted]: 13:54:53
busy, sec
[redacted]: 14:15:19
back
[redacted]: 14:15:25
but, no, poop is gross
toomanynames: 14:17:04
fuck you
[redacted]: 14:17:09
;_;
toomanynames: 14:17:09
took advantage of me when i was drnk
toomanynames: 14:17:13
i'm gonna dmca your face
[redacted]: 14:17:22
hahahaha
[redacted]: 14:17:32
> took advantage
[redacted]: 14:17:35
do explain, please
toomanynames: 14:18:00
you put words in my mouth and twisted the conversation
toomanynames: 14:18:03
this will not be tolerated
[redacted]: 14:18:15
Oh, okay.
toomanynames: 14:18:16
i have verbatim quotes i'm posting on tinychan, from you
toomanynames: 14:18:24
brace for exposure
[redacted]: 14:18:25
go ahead
toomanynames: 14:18:29
fuckin pedo
Inb4 the to4str advocate AKA to4str comes in this thread with, "to4str helps feed starving children in third world countries; what do you do?"