Topic: I think I'm addicted to drama
+postmortem !!v2oCFlj.6 — 13.3 years ago #23,633
All my relationships have been characterized by extreme highs and lows, more intense with every relationship I involve myself in. Whenever something is boring to me, or just "normal" even I have to either start shit or make it ultra absurdly romantic or whatever. I've told Lexi she was my soulmate, I've told her I was a sociopath with no emotions, I've weaved up fantasies of perfect love, and talked about other girls not to make her jealous, but just to see how pissed she would get. I crave emotional excitement, I hate boredom over everything, I live in a world of extremes. And my next girlfriend won't be exempt, in fact I'm always perfecting my craft, I can be the sweetest guy in the world, and I can quickly become a nightmare all for some deep rooted, arguably fucked up sense of amusement.
+FuckAlms !vX8K53rFBI — 13.3 years ago, 9 minutes later[T] [B] #283,300
> I've told her I was a sociopath with no emotions
Sounds like you told her the truth.
Sounds like you told her the truth.
+Beebs !!2dE4HTCjq — 13.3 years ago, 11 minutes later, 21 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #283,301
·postmortem !!v2oCFlj.6 (OP) — 13.3 years ago, 1 minute later, 22 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #283,302
·Beebs !!2dE4HTCjq — 13.3 years ago, 1 minute later, 24 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #283,303
@previous (postmortem !!v2oCFlj.6)If you by any chance start acting like the age I've heard you were, then perhaps my opinion of you will change. Though my opinion shouldn't matter anyway. I'm nothing but a 17 year old ginger kid who hangs on BBS sites in his spare time.
+Anonymous D — 13.3 years ago, 9 minutes later, 33 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #283,304
inb4 what you're doing no longer works and you begin a path of sexual violence
·postmortem !!v2oCFlj.6 (OP) — 13.3 years ago, 14 minutes later, 47 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #283,305
@283,300 (FuckAlms !vX8K53rFBI)
Not quite. There are certain emotions I don't feel, guilt for example. I can anticipate consequences, and I even regret decisions I've made in the past based on those consequences. But I have never felt an internal sense of remorse for an action I've commited. If I do something that might get me in trouble, and I get away with it, I will feel nothing except a sense of accomplishment. Because of this I am frequently very deceptive.
Also, my sense of empathy is skewed, I can feel somene else's pain, but it doesn't effect me negatively. Like I can hurt someone, and instantly feel an emotion, and know what they're going through, but it doesn't make me want to stop.
@283,303 (Beebs !!2dE4HTCjq)
Your opinion of me matters as much as most people'` does, which yeah, isn't much.
@previous (D)
It's not really a sexual thing, under the right circumstances I could be a serial killer, but I'd have to really hit rock bottom before that happened.
Not quite. There are certain emotions I don't feel, guilt for example. I can anticipate consequences, and I even regret decisions I've made in the past based on those consequences. But I have never felt an internal sense of remorse for an action I've commited. If I do something that might get me in trouble, and I get away with it, I will feel nothing except a sense of accomplishment. Because of this I am frequently very deceptive.
Also, my sense of empathy is skewed, I can feel somene else's pain, but it doesn't effect me negatively. Like I can hurt someone, and instantly feel an emotion, and know what they're going through, but it doesn't make me want to stop.
@283,303 (Beebs !!2dE4HTCjq)
Your opinion of me matters as much as most people'` does, which yeah, isn't much.
@previous (D)
It's not really a sexual thing, under the right circumstances I could be a serial killer, but I'd have to really hit rock bottom before that happened.
(Edited 47 seconds later.)
+ducky !LZ0E5ojVGY — 13.3 years ago, 11 minutes later, 59 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #283,306
I knew this was a mortem post ^_^
·ducky !LZ0E5ojVGY — 13.3 years ago, 4 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #283,307
·FuckAlms !vX8K53rFBI — 13.3 years ago, 9 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #283,308
·postmortem !!v2oCFlj.6 (OP) — 13.3 years ago, 10 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #283,312
·ducky !LZ0E5ojVGY — 13.3 years ago, 17 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #283,313
@283,308 (FuckAlms !vX8K53rFBI)
im proud
@previous (postmortem !!v2oCFlj.6)
dude, are you happy with your life? r u a happy person? how old are you again? 17-19?
im proud
@previous (postmortem !!v2oCFlj.6)
dude, are you happy with your life? r u a happy person? how old are you again? 17-19?
+Autphag !fvna3QzWVM — 13.3 years ago, 30 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[T] [B] #283,323
@283,303 (Beebs !!2dE4HTCjq)
> 17
Surprised you're that young. You look somewhat older. I would've sworn about 19 - 22.
> 17
Surprised you're that young. You look somewhat older. I would've sworn about 19 - 22.
·postmortem !!v2oCFlj.6 (OP) — 13.3 years ago, 9 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[T] [B] #283,324
·ducky !LZ0E5ojVGY — 13.3 years ago, 10 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[T] [B] #283,331
@283,323 (Autphag !fvna3QzWVM)
yeah, i dunno any 17 year olds that look like that :O
@previous (postmortem !!v2oCFlj.6)
yes please
yeah, i dunno any 17 year olds that look like that :O
@previous (postmortem !!v2oCFlj.6)
yes please
+Morbid !Xnp/V/hD1o — 13.3 years ago, 1 minute later, 2 hours after the original post[T] [B] #283,332
@OP
10/10 didn't read kill yourself
10/10 didn't read kill yourself
·ducky !LZ0E5ojVGY — 13.3 years ago, 14 seconds later, 2 hours after the original post[T] [B] #283,333
·postmortem !!v2oCFlj.6 (OP) — 13.3 years ago, 5 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[T] [B] #283,336
@283,331 (ducky !LZ0E5ojVGY)
No, I suppose I am not content. I have happy moments, and good days, but overall the situation I am currently in isn't good enough for me.
@283,332 (Morbid !Xnp/V/hD1o)
Whatever.
No, I suppose I am not content. I have happy moments, and good days, but overall the situation I am currently in isn't good enough for me.
@283,332 (Morbid !Xnp/V/hD1o)
Whatever.
·ducky !LZ0E5ojVGY — 13.3 years ago, 11 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[T] [B] #283,338
·postmortem !!v2oCFlj.6 (OP) — 13.3 years ago, 3 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[T] [B] #283,341
+Anonymous H — 13.3 years ago, 4 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[T] [B] #283,342
Narcissism episode in high gear.
·ducky !LZ0E5ojVGY — 13.3 years ago, 44 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[T] [B] #283,348
·postmortem !!v2oCFlj.6 (OP) — 13.3 years ago, 1 hour later, 5 hours after the original post[T] [B] #283,363
None of this is true. Im just heart broken.
+Anonymous I — 13.3 years ago, 17 minutes later, 5 hours after the original post[T] [B] #283,364
John is it true you just broke up with MC?
·Beebs !!2dE4HTCjq — 13.3 years ago, 2 hours later, 8 hours after the original post[T] [B] #283,407
@283,323 (Autphag !fvna3QzWVM)I'm not sure whether to take that as a compliment or not.
@283,307 (ducky !LZ0E5ojVGY)
That I am.
·ducky !LZ0E5ojVGY — 13.3 years ago, 3 minutes later, 8 hours after the original post[T] [B] #283,409
·Beebs !!2dE4HTCjq — 13.3 years ago, 12 minutes later, 8 hours after the original post[T] [B] #283,414
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