i accidentally smoked pot on friday and spiraled ever since. yes it was an accident. cos i still gotta quit tobacco. i accidentally mixed it and got high and felt like shit..wow i did that all day every day for years. what was i thinking. my life is passing me by. i text a boy for 5 years but i cant enter usa it sucks. maybe well meet in 5 years. i compare every man that talks to me to him. no one compares. my parents are like oh all we want is to see you get married. im like im so sorry cos i only talk to 1 far away boy on the internet