TinyChan

I feel so pathetic right now.

Basically, I got close with a girl at school around mid-2024. We knew each other since 2020 but were never really friends. Well, we eventually became friends. And, very fucking good friends. Hanging out every fucking other breath, chat messages probably weighing more than the Earth, going to school together and shit, like, the whole thing. She was (I should say "is" TBH) THE girl of my life... yet never actually mine.

And, she was saving herself for marriage. No boyfriends, obviously virgin, no even innocent touches or shit. Completely pure. She probably only fist-bumped once or something. I was her first ever guy bestfriend. That itself was like a fucking crown on my head. Like, IDK how I can explain my fucking feelings, man. Yet, thought-out all these, I made sure I never fell for her. If that happened, there'd be no difference between me and the other guys after her all the time.

Oh, talking about guys after her, she was also pretty as fuck. She probably has a total of 150 guys trying to bag her since she was fucking 13. That number seems to only be rising. She had multiple stalkers simultaneous, when she was 14-15. Like, yeah, she was HER. (At least in my country, that is.)

Anyways, so fast-forward to late-2024. We had a running joke that a friend of mine (let's call him X) was the perfect guy for her. They were both "good" and shit, IDK. It was a joke... until I decided to make it real. I got her and X to talk and shit. It took me like 2 months just to convince X to DM her. (Because he was an introverted, shy pussy retard IDK man) I had to end up...

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(Man, I'm gonna update this shit if this even gets traction for doesn't get deleted for seeming "fake" or whatever. I am too tired right now. Sorry.)