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After suddenly finding out that my parents got literally nothing saved up for me because my father shitted off all the money on some random whore he reunited with last year who he have known since his teenage times, i couldn't even figure out what to do anymore and got confused with my life like a retard. I have tried everything so I could keep surviving on my own. Even grinded on some ML related projects and a few research papers during high school, so that I would get a scholarship and continue my education for free, but failed miserably. I had everything planned out. Attending college, building those projects i have always been passionate about, graduate on the subject i always found interesting, and land a job on some chill company, live with tech... but got messed up unexpectedly way beyond saving. Been trying hard to get a job recently and handle my own financial burden, but its being not enough. I thought its the last thing i could go for. Asking strangers for money. I don't even know what to do anymore.