I hate being that kind of person that never or rarely talks about things that can't be done on computers, I just don't know what to do outside besides eating. Is aromanticism a bad thing? Have we become too anti-social? I don't feel the same when I'm with my family anymore, I'm worried about kids' future, I can't enjoy being myself for once, can't take a break. I feel more like an object, parasite or tool than a living being. Maybe I was always like this but I stopped playing silly, tried to take adulthood more seriously but failed to (I always tried to act like an adult as a child, I hated the patronizing nature of media aimed at children, can't believe stuff for adults nowadays is infantilized as well, guess we will never grow up mentally). Something became watered down along the way.